guess what?
today...
it all ended.
everything...
zach is now in a new relationship. with kelsie tredeau. yes she went to milford. go facebook creep her. she was dating ryan morganelli until like yesterday or so.
and i was thinking all last night and today that maybe i would ask zach if we could get back together...
but then after hip hop right before my meeting for homecoming, i was checking my facebook in the office and i had one friend request. and there she was friend requesting me. so i accepted. and looked at her profile. and there it was. in her status, in her info... everything...
i don't know what to do with myself... so far? this year is fucking sucking. at all times. i think i cried myself out though....
but then someone will ask how are you doing? or hey how are you and zach?
and i lose it...
we're not speaking anymore. i still have a ton of shit at his apartment. i don't want to get it back or give him back his stuff because that means it's really totally over...
but i don't want to hold onto any of it anymore. because it reminds me of him...
i guess it's time to be single again...
i don't like this feeling