It's Monday!!!!
I had told you in the middle of last week that id get some stuff done on Monday. I painted somemore of moms cat picture. i sewed all the crochet tops to thier towels, i finished off the trim on the eight pot holders, man i feel good. why dont i realize that accomplishing things makes me feel good and just continue to do it. well maybe this time lol probably not. i guess its good to take it easy every once in a while. im just gonna chalk it up to i needed it thats all and leave it at that instead complaining about it. i had a good laugh at similarities again today... wow i think it is quite comical that its way over the head. it made me wonder for a few moments about what is said to other people about me but then i realized quickly i dont really care cause you cant change people only love them for who they are. and it probably isnt very christian of me to even think the similarites are funny but i have a hard time controling myself. its humid today but very nice outside, got somemore rain this weekend. saturday was fun although i do think i forgot my meds for a couple of days becuase i was having that really loud buzzing again. almost a dizzy feeling. it went away half way through the day so i guess i was right about medication. the kids and me and hubby enjoyed ourselves at incredible pizza. riley loved jumping in the balls and i didnt have the heart to keep him out of them so hopefully they were clean. well, clean enough to not make him ill. the other two spent the 20 bucks they give you for games. not bad 32 dollars to eat your fill with 20 to spend frivously on silly arcade games. we were there for a couple of hours anyway and they behaved themselves most awesomely. party on garth. we got all craigs piddly stuff done too and i wasnt even that irritated. i prayed some so i think that helped a bunch. i got woken up nicely sunday morning ;) which started my day great. had plenty of time to get ready for church, i really like to take my time sunday mornings because every other week day seems like rush rush. sunday is my make me pretty day. anyway made me pretty then put on clothes. then looked in the mirror. lol prayed somemore that i would stay in a good mood after that. my own fault i know how to feel better. church was good. low crowd but everyone sounded and seemed blessed. spirits were lifted as we sang praise and listened and learned from the sermon. time goes by so fast when im there, i get there about 9:30 and dont leave until 12 or so but the time just flies. its always happy its always interesting and i always feel good afterward. how can anyone doubt that GOD exists? I thought of a question to ask. i think this is what i have learned, i learned at one point durning my study of the bible that Jesus was jewish and if God says we are to be like Jesus then why am i not? i know nothing of the jewish religion and i want to be a good Christian and do what's right so ill ask pooty tomorrow. during bible study terry talked about everything we need to know to get to Heaven is in the Bible, i stated that in the past few years i searched self help books for answers to life and happiness and as i learn more in church that everything i learned in those books was in the one book i ever needed to learn from which is the Bible. i meditaded on it a while after church and these were my thoughts. i feel in order to learn what our purpose is in God's plan we need to be happy people here on earth too. of course focusing our lives on Jesus, but when we are miserable depressed and negative i have a hard time learning anything therefore the bible also teaches us how to live in such a way that we are happy optimistic open minded people here on earth in order for us to learn what God wants us to learn. concluding that for me anyway the devil himself knows that i am weak in that area in my life which explains why i get into funks regularly. so heres to you devil, i rebuke you in the name Jesus Christ that you will leave me alone and not get into my head with your negative thoughts !!!onto another subject, i have also found that in my flowers while im working i have so many ideas form in my head, creative, expressive ideas , answers to questions, this goes back to my idea that slowing down sometimes is good for the brain. it gives me time to think clearly and my thought process works more thouroughly. i love how passionate Terry is given his sermons, its almost as like his is a different person up there preaching to us. i hope and pray i find a church quickly at our next base. one i can feel at home in and can learn from. i spent sunday afternoon with rezzy ,had a wonderful time bsing and we got the work done too. relaxed afterward on her front step and i enjoyed myself immensely. well Bob had fun talking at ya but the kids are home frm school and its time for me to get up do something cause my bum is snoozing.