I think L1 might have caught my screenname when I was opening my browser for her to check my mail. eh, not a big deal. If Connor found it, I'd have to move it. I think I can deal with L1 peeking around as long as she doesn't talk about it. Hey L1! Besides, I stumbled on an old livejournal of hers once that was linked from someone or other and I ( Read more... )

I wonder if I’m doing this staying up late thing on purpose, just to f*ck with myself. It’s quite possible. I hope I’m not back to getting nothing done all the time. All it takes is tiny little bits of things, and being scared of my room and mold poisoning definitely counts to my brain, which is already starting up with the psychosomatic things ( Read more... )

Maybe I want to be Connor. I’m not sure. And sometimes I thought I was getting there, but then I always trip myself up. I’m really better at being second in command. Which is not the thing you’re supposed to say. I’m supposed to say “I’m a leader, not a follower!” and smile winningly. But really, everyone stares at you when you’re first, and you ( Read more... )

Yikes. All that I had to say, and now it's hard to remember again. Where am I supposed to start again? Arrrgh. My entries are ruined as soon as I start them. Babbling about not remembering where the beginning is doesn't scream "topic". But for now I'm going to start with Violet, because once I get that going I'm sure I can go for hours, and the ( Read more... )