A Changed Man? Lion? Thing?
Lately, I've been going through some changes. I'm working on a "master post" to explain what my experiences, my goals, and my values were and are.
I realize that sometimes , especially lately, I've been a bit sharp and a bit testy. I'm sorry for that. When you spend your entire life being pushed around and treated like shit.. and then suddenly you discover that you have some power in this world.. it takes some getting used to.
I value my friends, and their input. But I'm 30 now. I'm moving forward. And my life has been extremely interesting. Like I said at the beginning of this year, this is going to be a year of sadness and roughness.
"2009 is going to be a rough year. It's going to be more woes than rose. But we're going to make it. We're going to survive, and we're going to look to a future brighter than you can possibly imagine."
This is me building my brighter future amongst the smoldering wreckage of this year thus far. I wrote that before losing someone close. I wrote that before watching things happen to friends at work.
So.. if I offend you during this "finding" process, I really am sorry. It is not my intention.
I'll be through this soon.
I realize that sometimes , especially lately, I've been a bit sharp and a bit testy. I'm sorry for that. When you spend your entire life being pushed around and treated like shit.. and then suddenly you discover that you have some power in this world.. it takes some getting used to.
I value my friends, and their input. But I'm 30 now. I'm moving forward. And my life has been extremely interesting. Like I said at the beginning of this year, this is going to be a year of sadness and roughness.
"2009 is going to be a rough year. It's going to be more woes than rose. But we're going to make it. We're going to survive, and we're going to look to a future brighter than you can possibly imagine."
This is me building my brighter future amongst the smoldering wreckage of this year thus far. I wrote that before losing someone close. I wrote that before watching things happen to friends at work.
So.. if I offend you during this "finding" process, I really am sorry. It is not my intention.
I'll be through this soon.