still run in circles every day
Hey! I haven't been around much the last week, but I had a pretty good week! It is finally starting to feel like spring, so I am not cold for the first time in recent memory and it really is amazing how much being able to open my windows and bask in the sunlight improves EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE. Summer come to me and stay forever.
For a little while there I was worried that I was feeling too good because I definitely reached this point where, despite my long list of things that SHOULD have had me all kinds of stressed out, I was still feeling totally relaxed and chill and convinced that everything would get done and work out. I was a little afraid that I'd finally snapped since I don't know who I am anymore without crippling academic anxiety (thanks for that one, grad school), but no worries! Yesterday I was reminded in no uncertain terms of how soon graduation is and how much has to happen before then and how I have not yet started the job search (or even done my taxes) and now academic anxiety has returned so I actually feel normal. So...I'm super neurotic is the moral of that story, I guess. I'm sure no one saw that coming.
Anyway, anyway, I don't know. I had a good weekend? I am feeling good about the world, except now I have the appropriate stress level and can, somewhat paradoxically, relax? Yay health care? The expression on Z's face in this picture makes me so happy and I don't even know why? All of those things.
How are you all?
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For a little while there I was worried that I was feeling too good because I definitely reached this point where, despite my long list of things that SHOULD have had me all kinds of stressed out, I was still feeling totally relaxed and chill and convinced that everything would get done and work out. I was a little afraid that I'd finally snapped since I don't know who I am anymore without crippling academic anxiety (thanks for that one, grad school), but no worries! Yesterday I was reminded in no uncertain terms of how soon graduation is and how much has to happen before then and how I have not yet started the job search (or even done my taxes) and now academic anxiety has returned so I actually feel normal. So...I'm super neurotic is the moral of that story, I guess. I'm sure no one saw that coming.
Anyway, anyway, I don't know. I had a good weekend? I am feeling good about the world, except now I have the appropriate stress level and can, somewhat paradoxically, relax? Yay health care? The expression on Z's face in this picture makes me so happy and I don't even know why? All of those things.
How are you all?
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