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Tday after school was spent w dearest thea and pam. :) Was loveee, but I felt like killing thea when she made us walk up and down. My legs were aching luh. Hahah and I just realized the fbts I bought were too big. And I told Althea, and she's like TOLD YOU. Hahah anyways, got back chem/math/english/physics results. And am kinda pissed w 'em other than chem. :(
I needa practise for F&N practical exam latest by this friday/saturday/sunday. :( I haven't rrly choosen my dishes luh. Scrwd Scrwd.
Was texting Sarah lim tday after school. Many thought provoking topics were shared. It's nvr understandable how a person can go on and on commenting on a person's appearance and even make fun of people. (ie, fat/ugly/too tall/pimple faced or whatsoever.) I mean, you can say it as a passing comment, but quit making it a statement/remark. People didn't have a choice to be well, maybe have the perfect height, perfect complexion, perfect looks, perfect size or whatsoever. If everybody had a choice, wouldn't everyone look exactly the same. Then wouldn't be everybody wishing to have so and so's looks/figure. Well, if I could, maybe I'd want the lips of Angelina Jolie, the hot bod of who knows who, flawless complexion, the perfect height. Well then, define to me perfection. If you could tell me anybody who's perfect. (other than God) Then I'd give it up to you. Before we start commenting on a person. Shouldn't we take a good look at ourselves before we decide to say those words that could bring a person down, destroy a person's confidence or even dignity? Shouldn't we be saying words that build a person up, and not destroy them? If I had told you, you needed to grow taller, or hey, maybe straight in the face. "Pimple face, go lose some weight. You're too fat." Wouldn't you lose all the self confidence you have? Well, actually if I had somebody who had totally destroyed my confidence. Forgiving her/him would be the hardest thing on earth. The person would have made me lose faith in myself, made me feel so insignificant, feel so insecure. Taking maybe even a million yrs just to get over that situation. (Personally, I've been struggling w this, and I promise it's the last thing on earth you'd ever wna deal w. ) Having to stomach all the hurtful comments isn't what everybody likes. I'd think of the times when such words were said, and at times all I did was just to sit thr, and not say a word. Trying to ignore what they might have said. But it's not smth you can ignore or treat it as nothing all the time. For how long are you going to sit thr, ignoring what they might have said? A week? A month? A yr? 2 yrs? A decade? Habouring so much hurt, carrying them as luggages around. Being hurt/destroyed for the rest of your life. And girls, don't think you're like too fat/ugly/bad complexion/short/too tall/whatsoever. 'cos if a guy'd rrly like/love you. Looks wouldn't matter at all. Not even that puny pimple you have on your forehead, or that little loose fat you have hanging out of your tummy. Cos they'd love you for who you are, not your appearances. If they'd ever do love you for your appearances, then I'd suggest you leave him. Guys, please don't like go tell your girlf/friends they're ugly/whatsoever esp, when you wna break up w your girlfs, that's the stupidest reason ever okay. Can't you tell them the real reason? Maybe you should just go like castrate yourself or smth. Retards. Okay, at this point of time, I don't know what else to say. I'm tired, and I'm kinda frustrated over other stuffs too. :(
Quit showing off you tard, rubbing it into other people's faces. Glad you realized that we don't like you anymre. It's high time you left us, and gone w the rest. You weren't even included in our clique at all. At first I thought you were okay, but you proved me/pam/thea wrong. What nonsense are you talking about saying you felt left out from the clique. Well, happy new year. I'm damn glad you realized. I don't care if you'd even see this. Cos I'm too damn friggin pissed w you. Trying to take thea away from us? Try harder girl. Me and Pam've got a closer/stronger bond to thea than YOU have. And you'd dare to say you don't like so and so, and that's the reason you won't go w them. Well, sad to break the news to you, we don't like you either. :) So I guess you don't have much of a choice but to go w the guys. I was damn happy tday during recess and the rest of the day. 'Cos we had somebody less. Stop being a bitch and complaining to my friends about me. Sadly, they are upset w you too. Think twice before you even open your friggin mouth to tell Pam. Go ahead and backstab me/the clique. I've had enough of your shit, trying to act like you're so close to us. Sadly you're not. I didn't even know why you're going to cambodia w us. You're damn shit to leave Pam alone in her grp and you go w others. Seeing and hearing about it pisses me off like crap. And you dare to say stuff about the express people. Oh pleasee, you don't like my friend in express? Then too bad. She's my friend. NOT yours. You could have heard from others about what they said about her, but you did not have a personal experience w her. So shut up. I could understand when Althea said Jacq didn't like her cos of whatsoever. But you did not have the right to do that. Just get lost luh, I've had enough of you. So what if you friggin passed math, didn't do as good as Pam in physics and whined. Are you gna change the marks so you could beat Pam in Physics? Do you want me to help you post up a huge article in the newspapers that you passed math, and beat well, more than half the class? It could be the hottest thing in the newstands y'knw. It's not that I'm stopping you from being competitive or whatsoever. Just quit being sucha show off tard. If you did well, just shut the hell up and look at your paper. Don't friggin rub it into our faces that we suck. Hell, yes we know we suck. But you should just mind your own friggin business. Stop whining how you made so many careless mistakes, and how much you suck. (helllo, I know! *rolls eyes*) I should have just asked you to shut up tday. Pissed me off like shit. Couldn't stand sitting nxt to you. And if we don't wna go out to town/anywhr w you, don't ask what we're talking about. Cos yes tard, we're going out town to shop for our cambodia stuff W/O you. And I'm going to ask Pam to leave you when we're in cambodia. You can be w the express people for all I care. Save us from all the trouble of putting up w you/and your shit. I don't care if I'm making it obvious. I'm sure you've known all along. And for goodness sake, stop talking about me when I'm not in school to Pam and Thea luh. Asking them why I'm giving you black faces. Isn't it too damn obvious enough? It's not rrly my/our fault you don't have friends now. (Awww) You've got what you deserved. So much for giving me reasons why you can't stand her, and you're going w us. Hahah, biggest joke ever. It's not like you're very likeable too. I don't care if can make others hate me or whatsoever. I've got true/genuine friends who'd stand by me. Well, I've got 6 things for you. Get Lost. Go Away. Quit Showing Off. Stop Being Superficial. You Annoy Me/And The Rest so Get A Friggin Life.
:) I feeel so much much bttr now. Yay-ness.