Sit back and reminiscence.
Ever wonder how a song can bring back so much memories, was chatting with Nicholas just now, and we talked about the song Letters from war. The song I sent to him like 2 yrs back, kinda brought back memories with my friends, school, the good and the bad, the times that cannot be replayed and the other memories. You could say they've been sweet memories, and bitter memories. And well, it's been 2 yrs since many things have happened, and I've met rrly nice people. Am gna dedicate this post to those who have made me happy/made an impact in my life/whatsoever. :) At least people, when I die unexpectedly, you know that I love you guys so. :)
Denise
Well, soulmate/scandal. (My one and only soulmate. :))It's been 2 yrs since I knew you and always being thr for me, when I needed you. I loved it when we talked and it seems like we've been friends for decades. I love your helium voice, (and trust me I scold the guys when they make fun you. :( I think it's mean. Hahah) I love you for being you, I love you for giving me advices, I love you for being my friend, I love you for trying to camwhore w all of us, but only managing to take a picture of yourself. I love you for making me laugh. I love our late night msn chats. I love sharing my secrets w you. I love having almost everything in common w you. From loving white chocolates, to being water babies when we were younger, to our parents/grandparents being swimming coaches/lifeguards. I love you when you shriek when we said walk on grass. ( It wasn't even like we said "walk on water denise!" hahah). I loved the times when my days were spent msg-ing you/going out w you. (Although our date at starbucks was kinda stupid 'cos I studied and you looked at me studying!) But I loved your presence. And Denise, I love you for well, you. No words can express much! I'm taking some time to sit back and be thankful for you. :) Many many hugs and kisses to Denise Soh! :) (L)(L)(L)(L)
Raiden/Piggo.
Piggo! Well, I've known you for 2 yrs too! Being thr for me and all. The late night calls we used to have last yr. Always making me laugh/smile at my phone whenever I text you. Nvr failing to make me feel like an idiot. I've seen you in your most vulnerable state, and you've seen me in my most pathetic state too. Piggo, I appreciate everything that you've done for me! I love you for nvr failing to cheer me up, you're like my sunshine pill. I love you for going that extra mile in making sure I was smiling again after another stormy day. I love you for being thr to listen to my late night rants, my late night stories. I love you for laughing w me, crying w me. I love you for enjoying my cookies. Hahah I love you for encouraging me when I needed it the most. I loved it when we'd all sacrifice sleep and chat till the sun rises. It felt nice when you lent me your physics notes so I could do well for my physics exams, when the nxt few weeks would have been your Os. It touched my heart y'knw. :) I appreciate your msgs even when I was in bangkok having a tough time w some situations, and you made me knew that it was okay for things to happen. You understood me like nobody else. Well, piggo. No words can put how much I appreciate you. And those few nights on the phone w you when you needed it the most, it was the least I could do for you when you needed it the most. Instead of me helping you, you helped me go thru the period whr I thought I needed strength the most. (y'knw sept last yr? hahaha) Well, you too piggo. I love you for you. :) That ah beng piggo who eats a lot, and cares for me a lot too. :) Hugs and kisses to you too! (L)(L)(L)(L)
Peiwen.
My dearest, friends ever since primary 3. I kinda do miss the times when we used to go to church together, the times when you make fun of me. The nights at your place. The afternoon lunches at your place. (heheh.) The study dates, the late night calls too. When times would go wrong, we would try to laugh it away. I rmbr having my first stayover at your place. Celebrating my birthday w me almost every yr. And you kinda made me understand real friendship after we left primary school. (considering the fact that i didn't have much friends in primary school. hahaha) and you too, I love you for who you are too. And girl, I srsly think you don't need 'em (s******g p****. hahah ask me if you still don't understand) Cos, you're like acceptable!? Hahah We must rrly hang out soon too okay babe. I miss you hell loads, thinking abt it now. :) and not much words can rrly express the 8 yrs of friendship we share. And the many more yrs to come! :) xoxoxoxo to you! (L)(L)(L)(L)
Nicholas.
You uh, hahah the french pig. I rmbr you doodling in my er math or science book! Hahah my redcross senior, my friend, like an older brother to me. :) well, I don't rrly know what to say. Cos we aren't rrly close. But it's kinda amazing how, we still do talk now and then. And we rmbr the past. Well, in a way. We were kinda close? Hahah sharing the same interest in songs. It's been 2 yrs since I last saw you at school I guess? Hahah that's a long long time. :) I guess we've all grown up and become matured. Now that you do have a girlf. Hurhur. (you still haven't told me who. Hahah) Mr French Pig, I'll rmbr to send you songs when I've got nice songs. :) Don't worry. Hahah Catch up soon okay! xoxo, (L)(L)(L)
Jon.
You retardo, I don't know if you'll even see this. But ohwells, I knew you only last yr when we went to escape. And my first encounter w you almost cost me my life in that go-kart. Hahah but don't worry I had a lot of fun. Your hopes and dreams is to irritate me right. Hahah well, I appreciate the late night calls we've had. :) Making me feel better after that very bad night, and even falling for my April Fool's trick. That cheered me up a lot. If I didn't know you, my life could have been much more boring than it alrdy is. Hahah making me dream weird dreams whenevr you talk abt dreams. Hahah (and fyi, I dreamt of another weird dream the other day. Hahah) Well, I love you for you being yourself, not having to be putting up a front or masks. Being retarded/cheering people up is your forte! Hahah I nvr regretted knowing you guys. I swr. xoxoxo, (L)(L)(L)(L)
Colin.
Mr forever late/perv. Well, I thank God that I knew you too. Being like an older brother to me. Making me laugh. Thankyou for sending me many songs. Thankyou for teaching me to lock my knees during blading. Teaching me abt my camera stuff too. And putting up with my nonsense. Hahah eh, I don't know what to say eh. Hahaha y'knw what, I love you for you being yourself too, allowing me to be myself too when I'm w you guys. :) please take care of your ankle okay! Hahah you're gna wear your ankles out if you don't look after 'em. Hahah xoxoxo (L)(L)(L)(L)
Pamela Tan.
Dearest, I don't know if you'll ever see this. But if I ever do die. I wna let you know that pam! I love you muchies muchies. Knwing you has changed my secondary life, putting a stop to all the fake personalities, letting me know that it's okay to trust you as my friend, and being close to you. Pam, omg I love you so much okay. (shiz, i sound lesbian. hahah) Your constant reminders that I need to be myself, don't hafta put up fake personalities. W/o your presence, your laughters, your lame jokes. I think school life is so frikkin boring. You made me understand real friendships need not rely on materialism/outings, but true friendship relies on each other. The phone calls w you nvr fail to put a smile on my face, or even make me laugh out loud w your cute chinese accent. (esp when you pronouce hum jim pang) Girl, I'm so looking forward to SL w you and althea. And pam, if i ever die. Please know. I'm so so so so grateful for you. Thinking about how you girls have changed me puts a tear in my eye. Pamela Tan! I love you for who you are! For teaching me that I can be who I am too! Multiple hugs and kisses to you! (L)(L)(L)(L)
Althea.
Me and Pam's vry own Paul Twohill. Hey girl, the times we sit during math and physics class talking about misterhengheng. They nvr fail to put a smile on my face or make me laugh like an idiot. Although times the both of us get strong headed, we do end our arguments in the end. Although you irritate me at times, I still love you when you rmbred to get me the xmas present/present you got overseas. That little candle holder holds a lot of appreciation. :) Thankyou for the bday present too although it got expired. Hahah Well thea, words can nvr express what I can say to you too! The bus ride home the other day was one helluva bus ride. I enjoyed it the most girl. More bus rides to come okay! :) Hugs and kisses to you too dear. :) (L)(L)(L)(L)
Joylynn.
Didn't know if I could even reach here. Hahah friends ever since secondary 2! Our carpark waits for our mommas, and even the horrible incident that I had at your place. No worries babe, I still love you. Although I'm kinda afraid of your momma. Hahaha being my bimbotic friend my kuku. :) hanging out at your place to have random talks, to camwhore. :) Well, my letters to you express my love for you okay girl. :) Be strong yeah? I love you muchies muchies too. Hugs and kisses to you too. (L)(L)(L)(L)
Li yan.
Miss Lulu, Hahah altho we aren't that close. But I rmbred having to go out w you at least once before! (i think it was the study date with nise and coo, haha) I rmbred we used to be much closer in secondary 3 if I'm not wrong? Hahah helping me make my old blog skin! I still keep it. Hahah and one day I'll bake cookies for you too. :) Am glad to have you as a friend too. xoxoxo (L)(L)(L)(L)
Michelle Tan/Sexy.
Hello dearest, being my classmate in secondary 1. But still we weren't close only till secondary 2 i guess? Hahah sharing your secrets to me, ranting to me. And also listening to my rants too. Hahah our vry first date to vivo was pretty long ago huh girl? Our study dates are loved. I love studying w you, and I don't know why. When I go retarded, you go retarded w me too. Hahah michelle uh michelle. :) The thought of you puts a smile on my face! Hahah Hugs and kisses to you toooo! (L)(L)(L)(L)
Mr Gefkjsa.
I think if you read this, you would know who you are. Well, what happened 2 yrs ago happened. We may have our regrets and such, but one thing I gotta thankyou for was making me laugh/smile/love. And allowing me to learn from my mistake when things didn't work out. I was rrly hurt whn you said those hurtful words to me on that vry day. But hey, I've gotta move on. And I have. I hope we can put the past behind us, and maybe become friends again? Forgetting it may not be the right word, but just carrying on w life. I don't wna wait till 10 yrs later when I see you in the streets, only then we become friends again. Considering the fact that we promised each other we stayed as brothers and sister forever. But we should have nvr said forever too fast. Argh heck. I don't know what to say. You've made me stronger in a way. Well, I hope for the best for you! I won't regret it if you ever see this. I'll only regret not telling you earlier. (if only I had the guts/courage to tell you now) (L)(L)
Nise, Coo, & Jon gang.
Guys! okay, I wna thank you guys for allowing me to be myself whenever I'm out w you guys. Allowing me to enjoy myself to the fullest when I'm w you guys. Laughing like idiots, doing retarded things. If I had to describe you guys in one word, it'd be diamonds! I love love love you guys to the max. I nvr ever ever ever regretted knowing you guys. And am very glad our paths crossed. I can't explain how much I love love love you guys. If i had to draw a heart, it'd be as big as Europe! You guys make me look forward to every date we have. And think back about how we spent that day together, often leaving me smiling to myself. Hahah guys! We still got our movie date okay! Hahah and our overseas trip! (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)
Region Effies.
Whoever's from region f. Guys you're the pills God gave to me when I need it the most to refresh/prepare myself for the week ahead again. Edge w you guys, sunday services, youth camp, church camp. Whatever activites w you guys, I love it a lot a lot. Playing "tooki tooki" And even going Timor w the Timor team! You guys rrly brighten up my life. :) Glad to be in region f, glad to know you guys, glad to have brothers and sisters like you guys! :) (L)(L)(L)(L)
Gombak Net.
You guys are what I look forward to every friday after a dreadful day in redcross! Hahah being able to fellowship w you guys. The nonsense you guys do, even no matter how much Joy cheng/Jason/Caleb make fun of me. I know you guys still love me. Hahaha And what nonsense "Life Story" excuse me, it's not me. Hahaha Being in this net for so long, even if I were to shift house or whrsoever, I'll come back to this net! Hahah my memories w guys remain engraved in my heart. (L)(L)(L)(L)
Family.
Although things may happen. You guys are still my family. :) From momma, dad, jay, to all my aunties, uncles and cousins. I'm sure God placed you guys in my life for a reason! And a reason is to allow me to love you guys. :) Boy, although I may fight w you, think how irritating you are. You're still my brother who ran after me w a chopper, and I still love you. Hahah momma, although we may quarrel, I love you too. The things you have sacrificed for us. Dad you too. The trips overseas, I know you're missing us over thr. :) Working hard to not only put food on the table, but allowing us all to live comfortably w the many luxuries. :) I'm sorry if I've rrly made you guys rrly disappointed or angry. :)
To who I may miss out, I did not miss you out on purpose! But it's just that it's late in the night. Hahah and my eyes are killing me. Anyways, I thank God for being able to cross paths with you guys. And rrly thank god for you guys! :) (L)(L)(L)
I just took 2 hours to write this whole post. Doesn't it sound like some suicide letter? Like I'm going to kill myself after I write this letter? Hahah don't worry people. I won't.
Diamonds/pearls/precious stones/silver/gold. I love you guys. Muchie much much. :)
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