then i woke up

[redalibiremedy]

i was kind of asleep. i am playing afi. really loud. it feels so good. i laid in my bed. smoked a cigg. listened to them tell me. i was half asleep. half awake. the smell of smoke. the cold air coming forth from the fan. the blanket on me. the music. all it brought back was memories, memories of laying in felix's bed. in his arms.

Comments

[anonymous]

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me

-Billy

[redalibiremedy]

you are so amazing.

so so so amazing.

...
pst.. i do want you...bad.

[anonymous]

well sarah here i m at school waiting to get home to talk to you and see how your day went. i think i can make it
-Billy