I owe a certain beta-Muse thanks and praise to the Heavens...

May 09, 2015 00:44


...for her time, feedback, ideas, generosity, patience, gentle wit, marvelous penetrating insights and for her keen Eye (intangible, unexplanable, indispensible) and above all, for helping guide me to my very first 1st place award (!!) as well as 3rd place and Most Creative honors at slayerstillness Challenge 43; as well as a Mod's Choice's Award at whedon_elite Challenge Read more... )

comm: whedon_elite, fannishness, art gallery, icon(ic) thinky thoughts, nominations/awards, char: buffy summers, comm: slayerstillness, icon challenge, setting: s3, my flist is awesome, comm: sunny dale memorial awards

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clockwork_hart1 May 11 2015, 16:05:31 UTC
congrats bby!

the icons are really wonderful and i'm honoured to have inspired something with my own unskilled experimenting. colours and motion and SUCH PRETTY. the mod's choice icon is also so gorgeous i love what you did with it (and kelsey's icons are always so so so beautiful, right?).

love the banners, love the icons, love the inspo, love YOU

((also hi))

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red_satin_doll May 11 2015, 18:02:33 UTC
Oh SWEETHEART HEY YOU!! I was hoping if I called your name you'd see this. So pleased you approve of them - and tempertemper told me that my icons inspired her banner, so that makes me crazy-happy - the chain of inspiration goes on.

Thank you so much Lucy and yes your icons totally inspired that one and you know which ones I mean, right?

and please stop with the "unskilled" nonsense ok because that is just rubbish. That tri-part collage icon that's your user pic? I don't know how to make that and I've tried. (Yeah I know how to do a collage but getting all the images to align the way I want? Forget it.)

(and kelsey's icons are always so so so beautiful, right?).

God yes! I'm just beginning to fumble my way towards what she does on a regular basis.

HOW ARE YOU, BTW? I'm working hard at my job and kind of have no energy for anything else, so, meh. I don't know how I even got these done.

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clockwork_hart1 May 11 2015, 18:20:19 UTC
say her name and she shall appear! (actually, that's kind of a lie i was only on lj stalking old ficathons for prompts for some original writing i'm trying to sell and i saw - oh hai inbox i see you and your little red bubble ( ... )

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red_satin_doll May 12 2015, 12:47:51 UTC
Damn i thought you got the message through the ether - don't break my illusions they're all I have, 'kay? *LMAO*

Srsly, I assumed email inbox notification. (Which is a very off and on thing btw and I guess always will be.)

you mean the icons from my latest dump right? the ones that were all pastel-y and pretty - buffy on the phone and the blurry fighting shot

Exactly *points to user pic*. I'm really pleased with how this one turned out. The entire icon was softer, blurrier, but I sharpened the details around Buffy's face because I liked how that balanced the whirl of her hair.

(something i'd appreciate happening irl once and a while /sighs)RIGHT? I am working now so something did "fall into place" (never mind the place is CAH-RAZY-town), but I suspect that's why we have our passions, hobbies and habits - maintaining the illusion of an iota of control. (Hey it beats illicit drug use and bulimia, right? Which reminds me - are you taking care of yourself, hon? Regular meals and all that ( ... )

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clockwork_hart1 May 13 2015, 21:29:25 UTC
Exactly *points to user pic*. I'm really pleased with how this one turned out. The entire icon was softer, blurrier, but I sharpened the details around Buffy's face because I liked how that balanced the whirl of her hair.

if you like it enough to use it i totally encourage you to tweak away! it looks really nice <3

are you taking care of yourself, hon? Regular meals and all that?

two meals and irregular snacking, which is like, as healthy as i get so that's . something.

Good for you! These are important things, don't sell yourself short. I've never sold a story or even tried because I was too shy (I sold some beaded jewelry years ago that I made and that's it). Pat yourself on the back for the work you are doing sweetheart.

I've so far been rejected twice, been completely ignored by 3 publications and had a haiku printed - but I'm nothing if not stubborn. so. we carry on. looking into something focused on speculative poems (/prosepoems) about isolation which is. in theory anyway, my speciality so, here's hoping

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red_satin_doll May 14 2015, 12:01:06 UTC
if you like it enough to use it i totally encourage you to tweak away! it looks really nice <3

Thanks! (We are talking about my Helpless icon, right? That's what I was talking about, I haven't touched yours.)

two meals and irregular snacking, which is like, as healthy as i get so that's . something.

One meal up on me, actually. And that is something. (Some people eat several small meals during the day instead of a few large ones so that might be more your body's preference?) I wish I could say I'm not binging but - I am and I do and yes, if I ate regular meals I wouldn't binge.

i've so far been rejected twice, been completely ignored by 3 publications and had a haiku printed - but I'm nothing if not stubborn.Oh sweetie only three? Not to minimize but I know folks who have been doing this for years, three publishers is just starting. And congratulations on the haiku, I can't claim that and i know a lot of writers who can't either ( ... )

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clockwork_hart1 May 17 2015, 23:46:27 UTC
lol me being tired and misunderstanding (but fyi tweaks are a-okay with my icons!)

i've tried the small meals thing but i bc my stomach doesn't work right i get full up on one or two and then don't eat enough. i think coping like i am now is what works best for me when i'm still ill. (oh bby i know it's hard to do the regular thing, espesh if you're getting used to working again, but try your best to stay healthy okay??)

Oh sweetie only three? Not to minimize but I know folks who have been doing this for years, three publishers is just starting. And congratulations on the haiku, I can't claim that and i know a lot of writers who can't either!

OH i'm not trying to sound all down and out at all! But i've only been doing this for a few months and im very aware that it's a long road ahead. it's just. it's not fun being rejected when you're only just starting and don't have the stablest of moods, but i'm no where near ready to give up yet!

I'm trying, and that's all i can ever do

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