hey, i'm sorry you cried again; i believe that if we had nothing in common we would've never had anything to talk about, and if we've been arguing, it would've all had to be in body language, of which i know diddly shit, really. i'm sorry that i put you through what i did, if i would've wished for anything, now knowing, i would've wished to understand your communications in body language. i couldn't understand or even be sensitive to feeling before i met kyle, i had to learn how to grow a heart, noting that i was literally the perfect example of a living robot, and it's getting there, but like building any other muscle, it's a pain in the ass, lol.
remember there's always a place for you here, i don't have a developed and massive heart, but it'll get there, and i meant what i said, a strong part of me will always love you, regardless of what you do.
i'm what kyle and i classify as a WIND: a heart doesn't exist within me, or it is completely shut down, depending on my other elements; i possess only five emotions in total: nothing (which is literally nothing), rage, amusement, anxiety and confusion. i can't speak body language, and i wasn't given the ability to care, as i don't have a working heart, and i exist only as a constant stream of words. which is why i seem so simple, but you know i'm intelligent, and i'll set off body language that goes nowhere and is incoherent, this i do without knowing that i'm doing it, i'm very worried when that happens, for i have no clue what i'm saying. this was the old me. Since then i've developed what we call a WATER: whereas Wind is the epitome of thought, Water is the epitome of emotion, thus building a water, means i have to build my heart. i hope you're okay now, and i am, in fact, comfortable with myself, which is strange, because i saw myself as this THING for so long, but it's a pleasant feeling; but that's normal, winds live in their heads, they weren't meant to feel, not in the scheme of things, that's why they need others to feel for them... do you remember Bobby? he is a wind as well, except he had a little more heart than me, lol.
hey... i'm glad you're back. it's a different time now, and i'm in maryland
remember there's always a place for you here, i don't have a developed and massive heart, but it'll get there, and i meant what i said, a strong part of me will always love you, regardless of what you do.
i'm what kyle and i classify as a WIND: a heart doesn't exist within me, or it is completely shut down, depending on my other elements; i possess only five emotions in total: nothing (which is literally nothing), rage, amusement, anxiety and confusion. i can't speak body language, and i wasn't given the ability to care, as i don't have a working heart, and i exist only as a constant stream of words. which is why i seem so simple, but you know i'm intelligent, and i'll set off body language that goes nowhere and is incoherent, this i do without knowing that i'm doing it, i'm very worried when that happens, for i have no clue what i'm saying. this was the old me.
Since then i've developed what we call a WATER: whereas Wind is the epitome of thought, Water is the epitome of emotion, thus building a water, means i have to build my heart.
i hope you're okay now, and i am, in fact, comfortable with myself, which is strange, because i saw myself as this THING for so long, but it's a pleasant feeling; but that's normal, winds live in their heads, they weren't meant to feel, not in the scheme of things, that's why they need others to feel for them... do you remember Bobby? he is a wind as well, except he had a little more heart than me, lol.
hey... i'm glad you're back. it's a different time now, and i'm in maryland
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