allergens... suck
my little sis leaves for Denmark (a small country north of England or Great Britain or the UK or whatever they're calling it these days since every professor and writer calls it something different) tomorrow. my mom is in a shitty mood and demanding to know if i know who got out the leftover meat and didn't put it away (she's worried about becca and having a stressful week what with her youngest child leaving the country for a month). i don't know who got it out, but i guarantee it wasn't me because i didn't like it. keith was in a bad mood because he was tired from working 2p.m.-11p.m. and then 11:30p.m.-6a.m. granted he only slept for about 6 hours after that. still, he was quite short with me, and everyone on the road, today. miss carolyn was in a shitty mood because she's insane with all this moving stuff. liz was in a bad mood because her mom has basically dumped all the moving issues on her. ben was in a shitty mood because he's a moody selfish 18-yr-old male who doesn't want to pack and move because he spends all night out with his friends. i tried really hard to be in a good mood. not a great mood, i was far from perky, but i tried to remain at least neutral when everyone else was negative. that is an exhausting job, let me tell you. maybe tomorrow i will just be in a shitty mood too. i think i'm too exhausted to take care of everyone else's shit tomorrow. maybe i'll just be silent.
i'm jealous of becca. i wanted to participate in the exchange program when i was in high school. we couldn't afford it. i just wanted to host a student. we didn't have room. oh well, one day i'll have an adventure of my own, i guess. or not. anyway, i'm going to miss her while she's gone. she's about the only person in this house i can have normal relaxed conversations with anymore. everyone else is busy or stressed or a jerky 18-yr-old male.
oh, yeah, i lost my voice for awhile today because my allergies are going nucking futs on me. yesterday my throat hurt really bad. this morning i had no voice. a few hours ago my mom made me take a claritin D, so hopefully i won't be so bad in the morning. speaking of in the morning, that is going to happen very soon, so i'm going to bed.
i'm jealous of becca. i wanted to participate in the exchange program when i was in high school. we couldn't afford it. i just wanted to host a student. we didn't have room. oh well, one day i'll have an adventure of my own, i guess. or not. anyway, i'm going to miss her while she's gone. she's about the only person in this house i can have normal relaxed conversations with anymore. everyone else is busy or stressed or a jerky 18-yr-old male.
oh, yeah, i lost my voice for awhile today because my allergies are going nucking futs on me. yesterday my throat hurt really bad. this morning i had no voice. a few hours ago my mom made me take a claritin D, so hopefully i won't be so bad in the morning. speaking of in the morning, that is going to happen very soon, so i'm going to bed.