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I am currently locked out of my myspace account for some reason, it's disconcerting and confusing, and i'm le uber bummed. Damn myspace addiction! I decided to wank about it in livejournal instead.
I am officially the anti-bum. Which is a tricky thing to get used to I suppose. Winterguard, 13 units, working 30 hours a week, having a life a couple times a week, exams and labs, etc. I'm contemplating possibilities for my future employment - coffee making just doesn't do it for me. We shall see, though, I probably won't do anything about it until winter break or something. Oh man, vacation is coming!!!!!!! In 3.5 months!!!!
I am not sure if I want to march my age out year anymore. It's been something I've planned on doing for the last five years, but I'm not seventeen anymore and I'm certainly not sure if its something I want to do. I suppose I could put off the decision until April...but I'm not sure I want to go anywhere else. I'm definitely looking forward to this upcoming winterguard season, and I'd march my open class age out season for Mark Brown but I don't know about this drum corps thing anymore. My life is moving on and it seems to be taking me in a different direction than a few of my friends that march. It has been strange to watch people go away and come home emotionally regressed. I'm not really talking about anyone who reads this journal, that I know of at least (definitely not matt, michelle, hef, boy, cluf, etc.) It's a dirty little creature, this summer tour thing and it messes with people. Maybe I just really like who I'm becoming separate from that world. In my experience, the activity either attracts sketchy people, or it turns normal people into assholes or jerks or socially inept morons. I've been all three before and it's shitty. Of course I don't know right now what I'll be doing, but it might just be decided by the fact that I don't have the time or money to go audition anywhere (and/or I don't have a burning desire to try to make such things happen).
Either way, I'm going to bed. Jade part deux tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
elisa
I am officially the anti-bum. Which is a tricky thing to get used to I suppose. Winterguard, 13 units, working 30 hours a week, having a life a couple times a week, exams and labs, etc. I'm contemplating possibilities for my future employment - coffee making just doesn't do it for me. We shall see, though, I probably won't do anything about it until winter break or something. Oh man, vacation is coming!!!!!!! In 3.5 months!!!!
I am not sure if I want to march my age out year anymore. It's been something I've planned on doing for the last five years, but I'm not seventeen anymore and I'm certainly not sure if its something I want to do. I suppose I could put off the decision until April...but I'm not sure I want to go anywhere else. I'm definitely looking forward to this upcoming winterguard season, and I'd march my open class age out season for Mark Brown but I don't know about this drum corps thing anymore. My life is moving on and it seems to be taking me in a different direction than a few of my friends that march. It has been strange to watch people go away and come home emotionally regressed. I'm not really talking about anyone who reads this journal, that I know of at least (definitely not matt, michelle, hef, boy, cluf, etc.) It's a dirty little creature, this summer tour thing and it messes with people. Maybe I just really like who I'm becoming separate from that world. In my experience, the activity either attracts sketchy people, or it turns normal people into assholes or jerks or socially inept morons. I've been all three before and it's shitty. Of course I don't know right now what I'll be doing, but it might just be decided by the fact that I don't have the time or money to go audition anywhere (and/or I don't have a burning desire to try to make such things happen).
Either way, I'm going to bed. Jade part deux tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
elisa