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update.
everything is beautiful and i am in a constant state of joy to be experiencing everything that i am, currently. anything and everything but stagnation, a direct result from imperfect - yet honest- attempts at communication. falling madly in love with everything around me, all over again, each and every day. the most lasting, real happiness stemming from inside of me, not because of any particular force or thing or being, but hopefully spreading to, and possibly heightened because of a "being." remembering the joy i feared was lost in spinning, and in schooling. missing people, growing fonder for some and apart from others. being missed, valued, etc. the better parts of non-attachment leading to satisfaction and reinforcing self in terms of partners. apparently the elimination of possibly important words, explanations, grammar, etc. (that never changes)
elisa
everything is beautiful and i am in a constant state of joy to be experiencing everything that i am, currently. anything and everything but stagnation, a direct result from imperfect - yet honest- attempts at communication. falling madly in love with everything around me, all over again, each and every day. the most lasting, real happiness stemming from inside of me, not because of any particular force or thing or being, but hopefully spreading to, and possibly heightened because of a "being." remembering the joy i feared was lost in spinning, and in schooling. missing people, growing fonder for some and apart from others. being missed, valued, etc. the better parts of non-attachment leading to satisfaction and reinforcing self in terms of partners. apparently the elimination of possibly important words, explanations, grammar, etc. (that never changes)
elisa