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so i've had a revelation...i cant let it get to me, its hard but i cant. i obsess about the wrong things and it screws me. now when i thnk about her and how i fucked it up i'll focus on somthing else. if i could jus obsess about stuff like working out and work i think it would do me alot better than putting that attention twords someone and freaking them out.
its the afternoon where she is, i'm sure if she was going to call she would have by now, yay for burning any bridge i had left with that. i wont lie, it kinda hurts more than i would have expected in the time that its been. i jus need to accept that it does and will hurt for awhile and quit trying to block it out.
ppl tell me not to get down but they know me and know i will, its who i am.
i jus guess i'm not for everybody...or even aparently anybody it seems
i'm going to vtown for the day,its been awhile.
its the afternoon where she is, i'm sure if she was going to call she would have by now, yay for burning any bridge i had left with that. i wont lie, it kinda hurts more than i would have expected in the time that its been. i jus need to accept that it does and will hurt for awhile and quit trying to block it out.
ppl tell me not to get down but they know me and know i will, its who i am.
i jus guess i'm not for everybody...or even aparently anybody it seems
i'm going to vtown for the day,its been awhile.