Jan 28, 2006 16:14
07/28/2006
for those of u who have read and understood my previous years worth of entries, there seems to always be one common bitch and complaint. well this is an offical "i'm done". i will no longer bitch/complaine/express discust of anytype.i am done complaining about this or that girl who i thought liked me and ends up not,about politics,about difficulties in my life.pretty much about everything i've posted in the 2 yrs or w/e since i've had lj. i'm tired of it as i'm sure are the few who read this are as well. i reenlist on that date and with any luck will be gone within a month of it, if not less. this needs to be happy time for me and those i know,it jus needs to be.i'm going to make a concious effort to truly be a happier and better person to my friends.in these next few months, maybe i'll find someone to love and maybe i wont.but I WILL spend it in good times with my friends and family.i know that i wont be the same once i've come back and i wont have much time for u all when i do.
i've known alot of you for years,i will stay friends with 98% of u for life, to the best of my abilities.you've been there when i was drunk off my ass and when i felt like crying but never showed it to u.these last 2 years, as much as i dont want to admit it have been the best tme of my life. i've learnt alot and still am.i will enevitably make one sappy post right before i leave this is jus one saying thanks for sticking with me and from here on in, it will only be happy, no matter how shitty i feel.
thanks
EDIT* I LIE