Oct 24, 2005 09:41
lately lifes been a female dog.
my medicine ran out about 5-6 days ago and its kinda been hell
ive dealt with my problems in unsafe ways and uhhm,
it probably wont look too nice when it heals but who's gonna see it anyway?
i really hate cold weather.
it makes me feel all...cold.
i like being warm.
so from now on imma have a heavy blanket in the backseat of my car.
everyones that been back there so far has used it to keep warm.
and i never knew that there was adult swim on fridays now.
i mean, ive been waiting to see the new shows, but they dont play
on sundays. so i guess i have something to do on friday nights.
today at 2-3:30am i had a conversation with alex
about the world and how stupid everything is
no, im not talking about myself in 3rd person *cough kylee cough*
and it was fun. i like talking on the phone late at night for hours about nothing, but nobody talks to me.
and uhm, listen people.
just because i talk to you about my problems doesnt mean i need you to come and fucking save me.
im sorry for being all fucking emo, gah.. i express my feelings because theres no reason to hide them in and then snap at people for not understanding me.
when i talk to you, all i need you to do is listen. don't bitch at me and tell me im retarded for doing wutever i did.
who the fuck do you think you are to judge me like that?
im going through some bad times but that doesnt mean im always the way i am right now. look past the immediate future and see potential in people?
i guess im a very open person and ill talk to people about anything that bothers me or them. i dont understand how people can be soo shutin.
maybe you've been fuckd ovar before by someone.
well im not that someone and ive never fuckd people over.
i fucking get sad when people i dont knoe get fuckd over, why would i do it?
its ridiculous-the way people are.
Ghandi said "be the change you want to see in the world",
and thats exactly what im doing.
if you want the world to be pleasant, be fucking pleasant.
but if you become a bitch, then the world will become one as well,
and it is.
so make me the statue of liberty;for your emotions.
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alexXx for emperor-2019(yes, i love odd numbers)