rotten.
I am sad. Pit in my stomach, blank stare, freezing cold kind of sad. And not a clue what to do about it. The ceilings are too high in all the Starbucks around here...makes me feel like I'm on display instead of wrapped in the folds of a comfort zone. I want out. OUT OUT OUT. Today was alright and tonight is just not. I despise everything within my reach right now...a cold and clammy sort of hate. Who would have thought, in this fucking unbearable heat?