So Early
I just got back from Calculus class. I had a lot on my mind last night so I didn't update. I spent the entire night not answering the phone and feeling guilty for it.
I have an Italian quiz today. The first. I am very nervous. I wrote the numbers 21 times last night. I think I have them memorized. I am more worried about the conversation part. We've had the class for less than 5 days and we're already supposed to be able to hold a conversation with the grad student teacher person. Ahh! I can't say 1984. I am not a great person with accents, and so trying to keep the accent on the right syllable is just horrid.
I have yet to feel the Ivy League stress tho. I expected this kind of work at IU or Purdue. Obviously, I am not even near the middle of the semester, but all of my profs seem like reasonable people who aren't so into their research that they are ignoring their students. Yay. hah. I still am lonely tho.
I am seriously considering transferring back to Indiana at the end of the semester if things do not get better. I do not feel like the education I am receiving so far is anything super. I do not feel like I can be away from my friends...
OH. Nelly and Kelly. ::tear:: So many memories. When I'm talking about home, too. Of course it comes on the radio. Haven't heard it in at least 5 days...
and I don't know if it's worth the money. Of course, there's the OTHER part of it, too. But, that will never be mentioned on here unless I go friends-only... which I don't want to. But, I feel better being in NYC for that part. I don't want to go home and have to face him... not now. "You don't know what you mean to meeee..."
We had roommate bonding night for like 45 minutes last night. haha. Very strange. We talked about our classes and our home lives. It was like.. hm... interesting.
I need to get back to the Italiano. I'll write more later.
xoxo
I have an Italian quiz today. The first. I am very nervous. I wrote the numbers 21 times last night. I think I have them memorized. I am more worried about the conversation part. We've had the class for less than 5 days and we're already supposed to be able to hold a conversation with the grad student teacher person. Ahh! I can't say 1984. I am not a great person with accents, and so trying to keep the accent on the right syllable is just horrid.
I have yet to feel the Ivy League stress tho. I expected this kind of work at IU or Purdue. Obviously, I am not even near the middle of the semester, but all of my profs seem like reasonable people who aren't so into their research that they are ignoring their students. Yay. hah. I still am lonely tho.
I am seriously considering transferring back to Indiana at the end of the semester if things do not get better. I do not feel like the education I am receiving so far is anything super. I do not feel like I can be away from my friends...
OH. Nelly and Kelly. ::tear:: So many memories. When I'm talking about home, too. Of course it comes on the radio. Haven't heard it in at least 5 days...
and I don't know if it's worth the money. Of course, there's the OTHER part of it, too. But, that will never be mentioned on here unless I go friends-only... which I don't want to. But, I feel better being in NYC for that part. I don't want to go home and have to face him... not now. "You don't know what you mean to meeee..."
We had roommate bonding night for like 45 minutes last night. haha. Very strange. We talked about our classes and our home lives. It was like.. hm... interesting.
I need to get back to the Italiano. I'll write more later.
xoxo