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I don't know what made me think of livejournal today. I guess I'm tired of actually writing down my thoughts. I wanted to type them out. I'm at work right now. All alone on a floor to myself and I LOVE IT! I was reading some of the entries of when I last wrote in here. Some things have changed, some haven't.
I was suppose to get married Saturday, May 2nd, but because of the corona virus, we can't get in the courthouse to get our marriage license. Yeah I'm getting married. Kinda shocked myself. Never thought anyone would actually stay with me long enough to want to marry me.
I still don't have any kids. I've been trying a lot of things to increase my egg quality, but sometimes I think I'm just fooling myself. I do have dogs, fish, and birds.
My dad passed in January of 2018.
My sister and nephew are now living in Texas.
My mama is on oxygen 24/7 and I hate that she's confined to the house. She's never been the type to just sit at home like she does. I mean, I wouldn't want her to get out now because of the virus, but she literally goes nowhere and I really hate that.
What else?
I really came on here out of frustration. In earlier entries, I mentioned how he sleeps on the couch, well, he still does. We have a new bed and mattress, but yet he chooses to sleep on the couch. I talk to him about it. I complain about it. I try to make him feel guilty about it. Still...no results. He tells me to sleep on the couch with him. NO! A couch is for sitting, not sleeping. I try to flip the pillows so it won't look so sunken in, but it's going to look like that since that's his "bed". The only time he'll sleep in the bed is when one of his kids spends the night, which is very rare, or when he wants some. I call him Mr Love'em and Leave'em. He makes me feel like we're roommates and I hate it!
I was suppose to get married Saturday, May 2nd, but because of the corona virus, we can't get in the courthouse to get our marriage license. Yeah I'm getting married. Kinda shocked myself. Never thought anyone would actually stay with me long enough to want to marry me.
I still don't have any kids. I've been trying a lot of things to increase my egg quality, but sometimes I think I'm just fooling myself. I do have dogs, fish, and birds.
My dad passed in January of 2018.
My sister and nephew are now living in Texas.
My mama is on oxygen 24/7 and I hate that she's confined to the house. She's never been the type to just sit at home like she does. I mean, I wouldn't want her to get out now because of the virus, but she literally goes nowhere and I really hate that.
What else?
I really came on here out of frustration. In earlier entries, I mentioned how he sleeps on the couch, well, he still does. We have a new bed and mattress, but yet he chooses to sleep on the couch. I talk to him about it. I complain about it. I try to make him feel guilty about it. Still...no results. He tells me to sleep on the couch with him. NO! A couch is for sitting, not sleeping. I try to flip the pillows so it won't look so sunken in, but it's going to look like that since that's his "bed". The only time he'll sleep in the bed is when one of his kids spends the night, which is very rare, or when he wants some. I call him Mr Love'em and Leave'em. He makes me feel like we're roommates and I hate it!