Jan 16, 2007 22:17
Hey guys,
I feel the need to post...
it's a great feeling.
You know, that bubbling abyss of emotion that's perculating just below the serface?
You just need to find the right way to bring it all into the light.
Without being misunderstood.
I think that's the perfect place to start.
I've been feeling rather misunderstood lately.
Maybe it's the way I've been wording things?
I just feel like everyone has the wrong impression of me.
Or, more importantly, the wrong impression of how I feel or what I want them to know.
It isn't as if it comes out wrong, it's just that it ends up being misunderstood.
I'm not sure how to change that.
Next, and definently more important and beneficial...
I'm going to try and stop being so self centered.
That would be fun, yeah?
I think I should make it a thing.
Yes. *nods slowly* Good idea.
I'm going to try (while recieving a heap of help from God) to not be as self centered as I've been.
As much as I loooove being the martyr and being the one whom the world is against, I'm giong to try and take their side.
It isn't about me, and I need to find my joy in making it about THEM.
Sound good?
Sounds good to me.
Let's see how it works...maybe I'll post lil' updates to let you know how I'm doing.
Yeah...good times.
was tagged.
RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 10 lost count..weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.
Completion optional, but I'll love you more if you do!
-I am bad at accepting critisism.
-I am bad at cooking.
-I am bad at asking for forgiveness.
-I am bad at dealing with judmental christians.
-I am bad at having a daily devotional with God.
-I am bad at being aware of things (weather this is details in your life, my life, or things I have to remember...this should be moved up to number one...honestly.)
-I am bad at communicating when I feel hurt or misunderstood.
-I am bad at loving unconditionally.
-I am bad at making phone calls.
-I am bad at making instant decisions.
-I am getting better at being able to say what I'm struggling with.
My prayer for you guys is that God's love will find you..no matter what your struggle is or how far "under the radar" you feel, that God's love will find you and reach straight to your heart, whispering that you are the child of a king, of The God, of the Great I AM. You were CREATED, CHERRISHED, LOVED. You are worthy of love and respect. You are beautiful.
Good night,
Abby