I wish i could pour my secrets out to you. So that you could someday understand why i act the way i do.

How can I miss him so much? I saw him just last night for heavens sake. But yet I miss him. I sit in my room watching tv, and I started crying because there were to people hugging on tv. I cried telling lee that I couldnt hang out with him. I feel pathetic. I feel needy. But I just want to see him. Omg, im about the cry again. Fuck this. Im going ( Read more... )

Now that Im in the confines of my own house, I can't cry. I can sit in the parking lot of walgreens and cry my eyes out. But when Im all alone I cant. Fucking stupid if you ask me.

I feel like crying. The tears are there, but not coming.

I am so fucking tired. I dont even think I was this tired when I was up all night. Im going to die today. But I cant skip school because I start my final in 5th. *cries*