if you still read this, you should get an award. for like the most loyal journal reader. ever. or something ( Read more... )

so. i should be writing an application essay. and a poem. both due tomorrow at eight thirty in the morning ( Read more... )

so. i had the most beautiful dream last night.
but when i woke up, it hurt more than ever. to know that a dream is all i'll ever have...
i hate reality.and then i hate myself for not being content with it ( Read more... )

well. i guess this means i'm updating again for the umpth time.
my cousins are here.
it's pretty bad.
my mom hasn't been this bad since...i can't remember.
and i'm getting so frusterated with everybody. because they all know how annoying they are but they enjoy it.
even sebastian noted the "friction" going on and my mom just laughed Read more... )