Oct 11, 2007 19:59
so you know those days when you have life altering stupid moments. please tell me that im not the only one who has done something so stupid and then lived to regret it. I mean come on if im that fucking quiet ask me whats up. dont just let it go. im looking for someone who is gonna look out for me even when i want to walk in front of a speeding bus without breaks. Im not just here for everyone's convience. you need to understand that im tormenting myself until i want to cry. It doesnt matter i guess tho because no one is concious that i am circling the fucking drain. I dont want to go to class and i dont want to go to work and i dont wanna transfer but i dont want to be here. I thought this was supposed to get better well guess what IT DIDNT. I changed my hair so maybe id be different i wouldnt be broken. ...
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