I guess its been awhile since ive updated
This place blows. I ABSOULUTLY HATE IT HERE im lonely and bored and have spent more time with my parents then with friends. Its odd. I naturally am a loner so this shouldnt bug me but As everything that shouldnt even fucking phase me this place is just driving me up a motherfucking wall. I dont know whats going to make me happy. Driving my car into lake michagin seems like a decent option. Im sitting in math unable to concentrate because honestly i was hoping for a fucking mirical last night i guess. I really just dont matter to him anymore. Its a good feeling *sarcasm* It actually pretty much makes me feel like a whore for the last two and a half years. UGH. I want it to be thanksgiving just so i have an excuse to bitch to my cousins about how much this place SUCKS. UGH UGH UGH. Ive got another five minutes to rant and rave about nothing because my head hurts too much to focus on my math at all. Nobody is going to read this and thats perfectly okay. I get to go home tonight and maybe my mom will make something that is appealing. Because as of late the only thing that looks even remotely appealing is ice cream or dark choclate (dark choclate ice cream....) oooooooo..... gah
I NEED A CHANGE OF SCENERY.
I HATE THE CITY
I WANT TO CRY
IVE SPENT WAY TOO MUCH OF MY TIME HERE CRYING
I HATE PEOPLE
THERE ARE 27000 PEOPLE HERE
4 of them know who i am
its depressing.
I want to go home
or back to pius
ugh
...
fuckers lying to me
college is so much worse then high school. because in high school at least i had people there if i needed them.