My own wish list: Written November
I had been reading a whole bunch of wish lists. I honestly can make my wish go on forever some things are petty, and yet others are selfless.
When I was a kid, I used to love wishing wells: you know the wells or tubs of water where you throw a penny and make a wish. I am going to make my list and number them and for each number I will throw a penny into a wishing well next time I see one.
If you want to join in add comment with an wish and I will add a penny for you.
1. I wish I can finish my novel projects and publish all that I can.
I have the hardest time with ending a project, especially one that I have been working on for months. I've tried disconnecting myself, but then I just cannot write it.
2. I wish my mom will find a job she really enjoys.
She has been out of work for almost two years now. She has put her application all over, but I really think that there is more age discrimination in this world than people know. It's so hard to prove that they are not hiring someone because of their age. I just really hopes she find something she really wants to do.
3. I wish to perform on stage without having butterflies in my stomach.
Eversince my first perform at age of seven, I also get butterflies in my stoamch until about the middle of the song. I don't know why I get so nervous. Even when I sing karaoke I get nervous. I have gotten awards for my voice. I get people telling me I should be in American Idol (That is another blog.) I get compliments for my vocal talents, but yet why am I always so nervous? I should be collect, cool and confident, don't you think?
4. I wish to record and sell my own music. . . I also want the whole tour thing.
I wanted to be a rockstar since I was at least 8 years old. I used to sing and dance to my backyard as I would pretend all of the pieces of grass were fans.
5. I wish to open a few concerts for Hanson. Who knows maybe even just perform with them would be awesome.
Yes I am a Hanson fan. . . (I'm writing another blog.)
6. I wish I could face my father with everything in my life.
I've was raised that fear was a sign of respect. I never got in trouble at school, because I knew I would get it worst at home. However this fear also made it hard to talk to my father or step-mother about anything. I feel they will never know the real person I have become. . . to them, all they see is a masked version of me.
7. I wish I could make my boyfriend Tom as happy as he had made me.
I couldn't have ask for a better guy. He has spoiled me as he has treated me like a queen. I just want him to be happy with me . I want help him accomplish his dreams and he helps me accomplish mine. We will work on our dreams together.
8. I wish that people will be listening to my music and reading my writing years after I am gone.
I want to be as popular as Stephen King or Anne Rice while I am allow, but as known as Edgar Allen Poe after I am off of this earth.
9. I wish my brother (23) finds a decent, understanding, and generous woman.
My brother T. is a generous guy who has he heart on his sleeve and gives from his heart even when he know he can't give. He needs to find that great lady who will treat him with respect and make him want to be a better man. He really deserves a good girl.
10. I wish that gas prices go down or that they find a cheaper way of transportation.
I don't drive, but this point I don't want to drive as you need three job just to pay for you car, insurance and gas. I just hope that the government gets their act together and fix this gas problem or at least give us new, cheaper ways to transport.
11. I wish that many celebrities learn that world doesn't involve around them.
I am so sick of every other celebrities getting everything they want and not being grateful for it. It's Grammys or Oscars don't mean that much except a chance to get away without saying thank you. I am also sick of these celebrities doing anything and everything just to get on the news. I mean if anyone of us got drunk, crash into a car, and flashed the cops, we would go to jail, while the celebrities get a slap on the hand and sent to rehab for a few weeks.
12. I wish my younger brothers (13, and 9) follow their dreams.
My brothers M. And D. are extremely smart, creative, and sensitive. They have so many possiblities in front of them. I hope they learned, have fun, and figure out who they are, what they want to do and don't anyone stop them. I help raise them from infants and they are very special to me.
13. I wish I had enough money to live comfortably.
I just want enough money to stay out of debt, make sure I have good medicial coverage, have all my bills paid and every blue moon go on a small shopping spree or travel without having to work so hard I kill my own soul through my flesh.
14. I wish I could travel around the world.
There are so many places I want to see. . . Italy, France, England, Japan, Africa, Hawaii< LA, NYC Etc. . . I wish I could see it all.
15. I wish my family and friends find happiness.
Everyone should have a little laughter and happiness in their life.
16. I wish my enemies realized why they are pissing me off, appologize, and stop pissing off.
In simple words, please don't piss me off.
17. I wish the world was more honest.
I know some people can't handle it, but maybe honesty would toughen our skin.
18. I wish people would accept everyone for who they are.
It would be a nicer world.
19. I wish that I always stay creative, and a kid at heart.
I hope that everyone has youthful.
20. I wish that everyone's dreams come true.
It is self explanatory.
So far I have twenty cents. . .
If anyone else has any more wishes please post them in the comments. If you want to join in add comment with an wish and I will add a penny for you.
When I was a kid, I used to love wishing wells: you know the wells or tubs of water where you throw a penny and make a wish. I am going to make my list and number them and for each number I will throw a penny into a wishing well next time I see one.
If you want to join in add comment with an wish and I will add a penny for you.
1. I wish I can finish my novel projects and publish all that I can.
I have the hardest time with ending a project, especially one that I have been working on for months. I've tried disconnecting myself, but then I just cannot write it.
2. I wish my mom will find a job she really enjoys.
She has been out of work for almost two years now. She has put her application all over, but I really think that there is more age discrimination in this world than people know. It's so hard to prove that they are not hiring someone because of their age. I just really hopes she find something she really wants to do.
3. I wish to perform on stage without having butterflies in my stomach.
Eversince my first perform at age of seven, I also get butterflies in my stoamch until about the middle of the song. I don't know why I get so nervous. Even when I sing karaoke I get nervous. I have gotten awards for my voice. I get people telling me I should be in American Idol (That is another blog.) I get compliments for my vocal talents, but yet why am I always so nervous? I should be collect, cool and confident, don't you think?
4. I wish to record and sell my own music. . . I also want the whole tour thing.
I wanted to be a rockstar since I was at least 8 years old. I used to sing and dance to my backyard as I would pretend all of the pieces of grass were fans.
5. I wish to open a few concerts for Hanson. Who knows maybe even just perform with them would be awesome.
Yes I am a Hanson fan. . . (I'm writing another blog.)
6. I wish I could face my father with everything in my life.
I've was raised that fear was a sign of respect. I never got in trouble at school, because I knew I would get it worst at home. However this fear also made it hard to talk to my father or step-mother about anything. I feel they will never know the real person I have become. . . to them, all they see is a masked version of me.
7. I wish I could make my boyfriend Tom as happy as he had made me.
I couldn't have ask for a better guy. He has spoiled me as he has treated me like a queen. I just want him to be happy with me . I want help him accomplish his dreams and he helps me accomplish mine. We will work on our dreams together.
8. I wish that people will be listening to my music and reading my writing years after I am gone.
I want to be as popular as Stephen King or Anne Rice while I am allow, but as known as Edgar Allen Poe after I am off of this earth.
9. I wish my brother (23) finds a decent, understanding, and generous woman.
My brother T. is a generous guy who has he heart on his sleeve and gives from his heart even when he know he can't give. He needs to find that great lady who will treat him with respect and make him want to be a better man. He really deserves a good girl.
10. I wish that gas prices go down or that they find a cheaper way of transportation.
I don't drive, but this point I don't want to drive as you need three job just to pay for you car, insurance and gas. I just hope that the government gets their act together and fix this gas problem or at least give us new, cheaper ways to transport.
11. I wish that many celebrities learn that world doesn't involve around them.
I am so sick of every other celebrities getting everything they want and not being grateful for it. It's Grammys or Oscars don't mean that much except a chance to get away without saying thank you. I am also sick of these celebrities doing anything and everything just to get on the news. I mean if anyone of us got drunk, crash into a car, and flashed the cops, we would go to jail, while the celebrities get a slap on the hand and sent to rehab for a few weeks.
12. I wish my younger brothers (13, and 9) follow their dreams.
My brothers M. And D. are extremely smart, creative, and sensitive. They have so many possiblities in front of them. I hope they learned, have fun, and figure out who they are, what they want to do and don't anyone stop them. I help raise them from infants and they are very special to me.
13. I wish I had enough money to live comfortably.
I just want enough money to stay out of debt, make sure I have good medicial coverage, have all my bills paid and every blue moon go on a small shopping spree or travel without having to work so hard I kill my own soul through my flesh.
14. I wish I could travel around the world.
There are so many places I want to see. . . Italy, France, England, Japan, Africa, Hawaii< LA, NYC Etc. . . I wish I could see it all.
15. I wish my family and friends find happiness.
Everyone should have a little laughter and happiness in their life.
16. I wish my enemies realized why they are pissing me off, appologize, and stop pissing off.
In simple words, please don't piss me off.
17. I wish the world was more honest.
I know some people can't handle it, but maybe honesty would toughen our skin.
18. I wish people would accept everyone for who they are.
It would be a nicer world.
19. I wish that I always stay creative, and a kid at heart.
I hope that everyone has youthful.
20. I wish that everyone's dreams come true.
It is self explanatory.
So far I have twenty cents. . .
If anyone else has any more wishes please post them in the comments. If you want to join in add comment with an wish and I will add a penny for you.