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Nov 27, 2008 17:59

i was never really attracted to justin timberlake before my dream last night.
make out sessionnnn, talk about a nice body to embrace.. atleast dreambody.

i wanted to cry my eyes out when seeing papa
i was overjoyed he was acting fairly normal, atleast as good as it will get.
but he kept repeating 'dont leave. come back and see me soon, not three years from now.'
does he think its been three years since ive seen him?
half the time i see him he doesnt know me or its like its not even really him.
is that the time frame he 'remembers' me from.. three years ago? or so he thinks its been that long? i would have stayed. mom wanted to go so we left, but i would have stayed papa.

ive never seen his feet before. hes always had on blue or tan pants with black socks. occasional sweat pants. i was alarmed.

i got to see old pictures of him on the ship at nanas, ones ive never seen, he was a very attractive man, and nana was beautiful. i always think to myself 'yea right' when people say that about their relatives but they were truely attractive. it has to do with that time period too, im fasinated with it. everything from their style to the music.

aunt bobbie called my cousins heathens! theyre so wild i love it
xynthia and i are planning a food fight for christmas. apparently big roro and them had one at their house the other night. like who does that and gets away with it. its so awesome. i want to be involved so much more then i am but its hard with work and living so far. we used to make it happen with sleepovers and such. i just dont know where to start.
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