pondering
Thinking is annoying. I'm not exactly talking about hard core want to slit-my-wrists-thinking...but more just pondering life in general. What am I going to do? Where am I going? Why do certain things mean so much to me? I tend to overthink in life, and I'm really trying to fix that.
I've been told I don't seem to care as much...Not really sure that's a good thing, but they say it is...But what does that mean? Do I not think about other people as much as I used to? Have I become a jerk that couldn't care less about the rest of the world? I don't want to be that person, and I'm afraid I may be going in that direction. But then again, I tend to have a problem with caring too much about what people think of me...maybe me changing in this manner will make me more confident....
Yeah, Confidence. That's a whole new can of worms...but I'll just leave it at this...shiznat.
I've been told I don't seem to care as much...Not really sure that's a good thing, but they say it is...But what does that mean? Do I not think about other people as much as I used to? Have I become a jerk that couldn't care less about the rest of the world? I don't want to be that person, and I'm afraid I may be going in that direction. But then again, I tend to have a problem with caring too much about what people think of me...maybe me changing in this manner will make me more confident....
Yeah, Confidence. That's a whole new can of worms...but I'll just leave it at this...shiznat.