Feeling down and lonely
I haven't written here in a long time. I guess I just need to get some things out. Mike and I broke up last month, and I've been at loose ends ever since. I know that breaking up was the right thing to do, but it still hurts really badly. I still love him. He still loves me. It's a weird place to be.
I was just pondering what my place is in this world. I used to have a home - the Rude Mechanicals - but even though I'm still a part of them, it's no longer home to me. I feel like a stranger, and it really hurts.
Mike and Melissa have found their home - with Playa del Fuego and the burners. Where do I fit in? Will I ever fit in anywhere? Will I ever stop feeling so dmaned lonely?
I was just pondering what my place is in this world. I used to have a home - the Rude Mechanicals - but even though I'm still a part of them, it's no longer home to me. I feel like a stranger, and it really hurts.
Mike and Melissa have found their home - with Playa del Fuego and the burners. Where do I fit in? Will I ever fit in anywhere? Will I ever stop feeling so dmaned lonely?