Jan 12, 2008 00:42
so. i have decided to start writing again in this here livejournal. any time i post something on myspace no one seems to read it. not that i write to get people to read, but still..it would be nice to have a comment or opinion or a hello.
i couldn't even begin to describe what has happened since the last time i wrote. the greatest thing of all though was the birth of my nephew aiden. he is 5 months old today.
for some time now i have been thinking. thinking about how amazing it is that two people in the entire world could feel exactly the same things for each other at exactly the same time. i suppose you would call this love. it has always completely boggled my mind and made me think how grateful and lucky i would feel to find that again. i have had my share of shit shows with men within the past year and a half or so. i'm fucking over it. i am content and i believe everything happens for a reason. he's out there, i'll wait and it will be wonderful.
200GR8 has arrived and so far i have done the complete opposite of everything i said i would do. my new years slogan " don't fuck up " . not working so well. i would like a change of pace, of scenery. there is so much i want to do. i want too much, too fast. someone wise told me the other day...slow down little virgo. i think i'll listen. or try to.
new years goal # 65748367478
get "married" in vegas by elvis.
the year is going to be great, i feel it. i have to keep my head up and on straight. i'm going to get what i want!