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ever have those days where you just wanna run awaw and forget about everything that has happened? well today is def one of those by 9 oclock this morning i knew this wanna gonna be a crappy ass day...but what can ya do? i think my main problem is that i just run away from my problems. why else would i look forward to leaving the country for 2 whole months? i mean alot can happen in two months and alot is usually forgotten... i wish i could just go there and never come back.. my life is soo much better there... i dont have to worry about fake friendships or any of that kind because although people have their moments of bitchiness and the whole village gossip bull shit, there is less too worry about.. less people means less problems i guess.. i dont know... i guess its more of a fitting in thing too.. who knows.. next time i go to greece might as well never come back... cousin did that once ya know.. she didnt like life here in the states and she met some guy and they eloped... i mean i guess her life is going fine.. she has 2 kids and a third is on the way...i mean not everyone was meant to be in the good ole US of A. and i guess i just happen to be one of them.. granted my parents came here to make my life easier but ya know i think the opposite happened for me. basketball sucks... school sucks... frienships are overrated almost 75% of the time... but who am i kidding? greece has its downs too.. you have guys who are assholes and treat you like shit yet claim they care and love you.. yeah right... you got backstabbing friends there too.. they just hide it a hell of alot better... i just wish i could go somewhere and just start over.. maybe this summer in montreal will do... who knows cause i apparently know nothing...
ego piso ama thelo tha giriso.. den xriazete na arxiso apo tin arxi