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ever felt like you have dealt with too much for one day, or at least not one day , but more like the past 2 hours? i mean soo many things happened in just two hours its insane.. i had been talking to a friend of mine and then we got on the topic of like dating and relationships or whatever and he couldnt understand my logic for having a boyfriend in greece.. i mean, i guess i never stopped to consider that not normal or something, but like just because i cant see him all the time like everyone else sees their boyfriend that doesnt mean i should not be with him the times that we can be together right? maybe its just me being naive i dont know but i really thought hard about that because i care about this person and he cares about me, and its like why is it so "stupid" for me to be with someone who makes me happy when im around him? is it really better for me to just forget it? the other solution was that if i really wanted a boyfriend to get one here in the US because thats more normal.. well if you havent realized im not normal... considering the fact im not allowed to date til im 18 none the less date a boy who's not greek... so please tell me if i qualify as being normal because that would be super... so this conversation continued for about 2 hours and i was told that my realtionship was pretty much a waste of time... but im sorry its not like there's anyone here for me...but people jsut dont understand maybe they just dont understand me who knows...take my mom for isntance... she thinks she's knows everything and i haate to break it to her but she doesnt... and neither do i.. no one knows everything and thats just frustrating and stressful because its like mom life isnt the same way it was when you were my age.... you didnt have to go through all this, life was much more simplistic although it some aspects it was harder. what does my mom know about being a kid.. by the age of 16 she was married with a kid.. i mean how much teenage experience did she have? she was a teenage girl for what 3 years? and then she began a wife and mom... i mean those are two TOTALLY different lifestyles than that of today... i just cant wait til college til i can get the hell outta of here whether i stay here in louisiana or i go somewhere else i dont know but i need to do soemthing because i cant take it anymore... enough ramble and like venting.. drop me a post
Maria
Maria