My eyes are their bluest when they cry

[reannamarie]

So this hurts.. Its like I dont know what to say. I really do not know what to say.... I'm blank. Why am I even on this thing? What was I planning to write? My thoughts at this moment? I have none, but yet, I have a thousand. How is that possible? How did I get in this position so fast? I dont remember any of this growing.. but I do. I am so confused..
My thoughts at that moment :
wow, this hurts..
why am I crying so hard?
- Dont let him hear you.
Am I breathing?
This is worse than _____.
I dont understand.
I thought it was perfect.
This was my fairy tale love.