This would definitely be a suicide note, but unfortunately for the world I love Gwen Stefani and my dog and my little sister too much to follow through with anything. I’m not writing this to get attention or sympathy, I’m just trying to sort out what’s been making me so fucking frustrated for such a long time. If you choose to read it, please be ( Read more... )

So I originally signed on today to track down a list that I made a while ago, describing every characteristic I'm almost sure my soulmate would have. Quite recently, I've been chasing the ones that defy everything I've always stood for, and maybe that should tell me something. They smoke, drink, cuss, and probably impregnate, but I don't give a ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE GIRLS. I swear to GOD it never ends. They always, no matter how friendly and comforting they seem, find a way to fuck you over as soon as a hot guy comes along.

Um. So tonight I found out I get to be full time at Sally's, and that means my move to California will be greatly expedited and convenient and if all goes according to plan, I'll have a job that I know how to do waiting for me as soon as I get there ( Read more... )

As sick as it is I know that an internet blog might make me feel a little bit better about the situation at hand ( Read more... )

So I've been sad the past few days, actually weeks about a certain liar I know. But you know what today I was walking in the nasty 38 degree rain and I realized, guess what. I can't even be sad because the person I liked so much doesn't even exist. He is so separated from his real self that there's not even a point in even worrying about it. All of ( Read more... )

First thing's definitely first, I am eating right now, CAUTIONHEART/KATIE. I am eating the first thing I've eaten since the cornbread biscuit from Church's yesterday (coincidence? I think not). Right now I'm at 2 PBJs, chips, cookies, pudding, cheese and crackers, and 2 Cherry Cokes. And the funniest thing is I've only been home for about 8 minutes ( Read more... )

Every time I get online I always see my livejournal link on the toolbar and for some reason I just neglect it. Tomorrow I have a bitch of a math test that I am indubitably going to bomb the hell out of, but that's cool! I've already warned my mom she's probably going to have to pay for two College Algebra classes, but that's only if I get the same ( Read more... )

How can that MTV2 show "Video Mods" even still air? Can someone please explain it to me. Is its sole purpose a comedic one? Minute after minute I watched them desecrate some great videos, such as "I'm Not Okay" and "Perfect" (the Sum41 one not Simple Plan ( Read more... )

All I can think about for a really long time is how much I don't want to go back to school. Well I guess it's not really back to school since I've never even really been there. That is mainly why I don't want to go back, is because I don't know anybody. I am so lame I even posted a myspace bulletin pretty much begging people to be my friend there. ( Read more... )