May 10, 2006 01:47
So, everyone is updating, I guess I will jump on this bandwagon....
If there is one thing that I have learned in college, its about friends. I have decided that I do not need any more, and looking for more is pointless. I say that it is pointless because no one compares to the friends that I already have. Yes, I have tried to make new friends, and I have some, but they are just so bla compared to mine from home. That sounds really harsh, and don't get me wrong- there are a few that I like to hang out with in Tucson, but give me a choice and I would choose my tukee ladies over all of em put together.
There are many times whe I wish I would have just stayed in Tempe, and gone to ASU with my best buds. If Katie and Vanessa werent in Tucson, I would have changed schools last Novemeber. They give me my tukee lovin while we are away, but I cannot tell you how much I am looking forward to being home for the Summer. My friends from home: I can trust you, I love you, and I know you love me, we know eachothers pasts, we get one-another, and never would we do something to harm another.
College life is brutal. Ya, its "the time of your life," but its also "survival 101." You can make friends here, you can party with them, you can make inside jokes with them... but when summer time comes, and I get back home, I feel more complete with one of my friends there, than 100 of my friends here.
If this sounds Debbie-like, I don't mean for it to be. I am just so grateful to have what I have at home. It makes me wish that I would never have to leave Tukee, but with the closing of this school year, I am realizing that there are two years left, and then our next chapter begins. There are so many questions that I want to be answered for the future- what will I do? Where will I live? Will I be able to get a good job? Will I be happy? But there is one question that I already know the answer to- Will my friends be there for me, will there be more tukee ladies nights?- Abso-fucking-lutely.
Cheers to my lifes greatest friends- soon we meet again!