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[really_harry]

So. I don't really know what I'm gonna say here. I probably shouldn't be updating. I guess.. I just.. I'm really starting to think there's something wrong with me. I don't know. I know everyone's stressed because of the end of term coming up and all but it's something other than that, really. I haven't started revising or anything and I know

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[mssr_padfoot]

I'm sorry, Harry. I know it's not enough, but I'm sorry.

[really_harry]

Ok.

You don't have to be sorry.

[mssr_padfoot]

Of course I do, Harry. I'm not being fair to you.

[really_harry]

You can do whatever you want.

[mssr_padfoot]

I want to come and see you. Can I?

[really_harry]

If you want to.

[mssr_padfoot]

Of course I want to.

[really_harry]

Well. You don't have to if you don't, you know? I don't want to be an obligation and maybe you don't really want to be here and that's fine, you don't have to be here and I'm sorry I want you to but you shouldn't just stay because I want you to because that's even worse than you going.

[mssr_padfoot]

Harry, you could never be an obligation and you've got nothing to be sorry about. If I leave, I'll always come back, I promise you.

[really_harry]

I'm sorry I made you go, the first time. It was stupid of me and I should have listened but I thought something was happening to you and I couldn't stand that because you're probably more important to me than almost anyone, and maybe I shouldn't have made you come back because if you aren't happy then it was just for me and I'm not if you aren't, so maybe it would have just been better if I hadn't. No. I can't say that. It's not true. But people don't always come back and I guess I don't expect them to anymore.