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So. I don't really know what I'm gonna say here. I probably shouldn't be updating. I guess.. I just.. I'm really starting to think there's something wrong with me. I don't know. I know everyone's stressed because of the end of term coming up and all but it's something other than that, really. I haven't started revising or anything and I know Hermione'll be mad at me, she's in the library all the time now, it seems. But I don't really care, I guess. I don't really see the point. It's not like I have much choice about what I'm gonna do and even if I did, I don't want to have to think about that now. I just want to play Quidditch and go on Hogsmeade weekends and spend time with my family. I mean. I pretty much see them as my family now. Well. I feel like, no matter what happens, Remus will always be there and I've never really had anyone like that except for maybe Hagrid so it's nice. And it's stupid of me to be writing all of this here, but I guess I'm just tired of people asking me if I'm alright all the time. I guess I'm not. But I don't want people looking at me funny or trying to be my friend or something just because they think I've got problems. It seems like everyone's got problems anyway, so I don't see what's so special about mine. I'm really tired, though. I can't ever seem to get enough sleep and some people probably think it's for pretty stupid reasons, but it's not. It wouldn't be stupid if it was you, anyway. And I kind of don't want to look at myself now. I don't like myself much. No. Maybe that's not it. I broke a mirror yesterday. I haven't done that since. Well. I don't think I did it on purpose, but maybe I did. I don't think it will bring him back this time, though.
Ron and Hermione helped make dinner tonight, and that was pretty good. I think Molly was pretty proud, but I have a feeling it was mostly Hermione. She looked really pleased with it. I figured it was just because she's glad people are doing work instead of the house elves, but she didn't seem to want to talk about them much, for once. Maybe she's actually a bit upset that they're on strike and she can't knit things for them anymore or anything.
Anyway I guess that's it.
Ron and Hermione helped make dinner tonight, and that was pretty good. I think Molly was pretty proud, but I have a feeling it was mostly Hermione. She looked really pleased with it. I figured it was just because she's glad people are doing work instead of the house elves, but she didn't seem to want to talk about them much, for once. Maybe she's actually a bit upset that they're on strike and she can't knit things for them anymore or anything.
Anyway I guess that's it.