realization.
i can't hold everyone up at once.
i can't fall in love with everyone.
i can't please the world.
so I hold myself up.
I fall in love with whomever I feel deserves it.
I can't say that.
Maybe several deserve it.
But I will not split myself in two or three or four.
I love him for a reason.
That's all there is to it.
Why do I bother trying to explain myself?
Why do I feel like I must compromise?
I feel like I'm fighting with myself.
Wanting to be completely independant but still liking what it is to need someone.
Love.
It must have been created by man, seriously.
i can't fall in love with everyone.
i can't please the world.
so I hold myself up.
I fall in love with whomever I feel deserves it.
I can't say that.
Maybe several deserve it.
But I will not split myself in two or three or four.
I love him for a reason.
That's all there is to it.
Why do I bother trying to explain myself?
Why do I feel like I must compromise?
I feel like I'm fighting with myself.
Wanting to be completely independant but still liking what it is to need someone.
Love.
It must have been created by man, seriously.