HOLLA!!

[real_idealist]

I did it! Well, mostly. I finished anyway. I'm done with all my classes, papers, exams, everything! FINALLLY!!! AHHHH! Oh my god, this shit is intense. I can't believe I have to do this like 10 more times, and thats only undergrad. Well, I mean I love my classes and learning and all that jazz. Im sure it will get easier, plus right now its just extra intense because Im going through this withdrawal. Oh yea...I havent talked about that yet. Well, long story short cause Ive been writing non stop since 6:30. Um yea so no one take Cymbalta, and Eli Lily is the spawn of satan. Ive been on it for almost 3 years, and it has by far made the biggest difference in my life. Its taken most of the pain, and depression away. But yea, like most things, its all turned to shit because its stopped working. For a short time I thought I was bipolar. I was talking to Mallory about it and she mentioned something about cymbalta and I told her I had been on it for years. She sent me all this information she had found, and basically lots of people described basically the exact same feelings Ive been having and attributed it either going off cymbalta or it just stopped working for no reason. And recently Ive noticed being a lot more depressed and in pain. And it just clicked. HURRAH! Basically Im back to how I was when I first got sick, plus wicked, crazy ass mood swings.

Over the break Im weaning myself off all my meds in an attempt to not take meds anymore, ever. Plus Im doing this protocal for fibro that has had really good results. If it works I will get a huge increase in my symptums, followed by a huge relief. So well see.

So, for the next weeks Im free! So call me and lets do all kinds of fun stuff! LIKE DANCING!!! Ok, Im totally frazzled...Peace, ya'll!