Jun 20, 2005 16:27
I think I am in quite possibly the hugest transition stage yet.
My dad has all of these wild plans that he just assumes will be okay with me. I know I sound so selfish, but moving out of my house and into someone's house who I barely even know or feel comfortable around is completely okay to him. Hasn't he done this to me enough?
Not to mention he is playing FBI with me and I can't do anything. Which is odd judging by the fact that i have NEVER messed up. Ever. I have been such a good kid. I am always respectful and polite, I get good grades, I have a job, I take care of the house, I do all of his errands- but still it's never enough for him. He's way to hard to please, and I am so sick of never living up to his standards. I don't get it. I am thinking seriously about amancipation. I'm not sure how to go about it though. BELIEVE ME, I AM NOT OVER-EXAGGERATING.
So, I am going through the most stressful situation ever with someone. I know it'll be better for us, but it hard and ugh. But I refuse to be treated like crap, I have let it go on for so long. I deserve more. We both do. I'm confused as to how two girls with soo much love in their hearts can be turned into complete monsters after a simple conversation.
there is this one person who happens to make me smile way to much, and that could cause some problems.
see ya,
Holly Christine Moore