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Valentine's Day came and went, and I actually didn't spend the night alone. I don't care about getting flowers and going on some fancy date...all I care about is having someone to snuggle with at the end of the day, and I actually got that. I was fine being single, but I think the day made me anxious nonetheless and the fact that most of my social circle was out of town for auditions or on dates made for a lonely Saturday night. But. It all turned out in the end, and I can feel content again...for a bit, at least. It feels so good to have someone warm to wake up next to in the morning...
I'm sort of in a strange place in my life right now. I'm not unhappy, but I wouldn't say I'm happy either. I'm stressed, but feel relaxed also. I feel like Illinois is where I belong, but that I'm detached from it. It's as if I'm just sort of here trying to figure out how I fit in with the world. I guess I can't really complain.
I've become rather close with someone that nobody else likes. But, they don't like him for his qualities that I feel like he shares with me, and they like me. Does that make them hypocrites, or is it something to do with gender? Maybe it's the fact that he acts like a freshman, but he IS a freshman, so who cares? And I act like a freshman sometimes too. Maybe it's the fact that I am confident in myself and don't let people judge my character without defending myself. Maybe it's the fact that I went out of my way to make as many friends as possible here, so people don't want to be my enemy. Or maybe it's just that boys want to sleep with me. I don't think it's fair that so many people at this school won't give someone a second chance because they can't possibly comprehend what it's like to be him. Ann Arbor is so much more accepting of different backgrounds and attitudes and personalities...I miss it.
Quote of the Day:
"Who only makes 3 bagel bites?!"
-Erika
Favorite Person:
Nick Wolny...I'm going to miss him next year :(
I'm sort of in a strange place in my life right now. I'm not unhappy, but I wouldn't say I'm happy either. I'm stressed, but feel relaxed also. I feel like Illinois is where I belong, but that I'm detached from it. It's as if I'm just sort of here trying to figure out how I fit in with the world. I guess I can't really complain.
I've become rather close with someone that nobody else likes. But, they don't like him for his qualities that I feel like he shares with me, and they like me. Does that make them hypocrites, or is it something to do with gender? Maybe it's the fact that he acts like a freshman, but he IS a freshman, so who cares? And I act like a freshman sometimes too. Maybe it's the fact that I am confident in myself and don't let people judge my character without defending myself. Maybe it's the fact that I went out of my way to make as many friends as possible here, so people don't want to be my enemy. Or maybe it's just that boys want to sleep with me. I don't think it's fair that so many people at this school won't give someone a second chance because they can't possibly comprehend what it's like to be him. Ann Arbor is so much more accepting of different backgrounds and attitudes and personalities...I miss it.
Quote of the Day:
"Who only makes 3 bagel bites?!"
-Erika
Favorite Person:
Nick Wolny...I'm going to miss him next year :(