here we are again
Well here were are again im having another problem about dan . . its that he says he NEVER wants to have kids and one i def want to have kids and i guess hes told people (tina mostly) taht he will never have kids and right now yea i def dont want ne kids bc im just way too young and i have a lot of life that needs to be lived with the burden of a child.But one day i really do want to get married and have kids.That is very important and i wanna do it right you know get married one day and then once i know its a good marriage then have some kids bc there is nothing better than you and the one that u love having a baby together.Because the baby is apart of you two.And i really dont want to be with some one and start to get really serious and shit and then have them tell me that they absolutly dont ever wanna have a kid with me im sorry but that just really wont fly with me.I dont know what girls that would fly with well i guess one that never wants to have kids but i really dont know ne girls liek that.And what else does dan have in mind does he think im just gunna date him for the rest of my life and never get married . . .hmm it just makes me think that dan wants to be a freking kid forever and not grow up.and ireally cant talk to him about ne of this now bc we have only been dating for 5 months and if i bring it up i may get told off or like told to settle down bc im jumping ahead of myself.but i dont want to waste my time and energy and putting effort into a relationship thats not going to go ne where.I unno ill talk to him about soon i have too thats all for now