reign over me
i miss her so much...i wish i had someone here to talk to...
i keep seeing her lying in the casket...lifeless, but so alive to me...i remember wanting so badly to give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek...i feel this now...how much i just want to feel her next to me...i wish i could visit her...go lie next to her...talk to her...even if she doesnt answer...
the only funeral i ever cried at...and here i am crying again...i miss her so much...no one can ever replace her in my heart...
i wish i could go for a run with her...just take off not knowing where we are going or for how long...just chat, catch up...how much she has missed...over a year and a half...i want a hug...to make it all better...heal all wounds...
damn it...i dont know if i would save him right now...i would swim out and i would help him...but to love or to drown i am not sure...she is gone...forever...and so is a part of me that i can never get back...
i miss her so much...and i have no one...
i keep seeing her lying in the casket...lifeless, but so alive to me...i remember wanting so badly to give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek...i feel this now...how much i just want to feel her next to me...i wish i could visit her...go lie next to her...talk to her...even if she doesnt answer...
the only funeral i ever cried at...and here i am crying again...i miss her so much...no one can ever replace her in my heart...
i wish i could go for a run with her...just take off not knowing where we are going or for how long...just chat, catch up...how much she has missed...over a year and a half...i want a hug...to make it all better...heal all wounds...
damn it...i dont know if i would save him right now...i would swim out and i would help him...but to love or to drown i am not sure...she is gone...forever...and so is a part of me that i can never get back...
i miss her so much...and i have no one...