here we again...
wow, it's been a while since i've updated. i've either been grounded or just too depressed to do anything. i don't know why, i just have been either really happy or really upset to the point of suicide. i think there is something wrong with me. please tell me if you have any thoughts on the subject. hmm, nothing that new in my life really. I broke up with tom. i don't think that we were right together. well i don't know it just did not feel right. well now i like someone new, someone different, someone i just met. his friends told him and i thnk he may have been kind of freaked out because he didn't know me. this is phil wilcox, he's really cool. we wrote notres and he said he liked me too. but i guess nothings going to happen because i'm a virgin. yea, the note he gave me was a little confusing and i don't really know what to think. i dont know anything really. i tihnk that i like phil but, he says he's a fuck buddy and everyone says i should fuck him. hmm, what to do? well i don't know i just wanna talk to him and really get to know him because to me he seem like a great person thats worth getting to know. im so confused right now and i really just want someone to talk to and they're all away for now.