I just wrote a little (okay, a lot but I think I'm going to delete it all at some point) and I don't have like a writer's block, I'm just a little confused with my characters. I'm afraid they might come out as really shallow, 'cos I don't have a clear image of them in my head. Sometimes I just know what they'd do in some situation, but now I ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking confused right now. For awhile now I've believed that everybody has someone somewhere and no one ends up lonely and yesterday I started to question that. I panicked and only when I talked to my good friend I calmed down. He made me feel a bit better but I'm still a little freaked out. For me love is the only thing that matters ( Read more... )

I should write but the pure thought of opening a text file freaks me out... Because, as much as I love writing, it's Saturday and what am I doing? Sitting in front of a computer when I should be hanging out with my friends. I'm very anti-social, I know. I get stuck in one person and when she's somewhere else, I get lost. Well, I guess that's life ( Read more... )

I'm bored. And when I'm bored, I get anxious and when I'm anxious I need to write.

You Keep The Pillow Against My Face

You always say you want to live forever,
but how would you spent your days?

You always say you want to be immortal,
but how could you watch everyone else die?

And right now I don't feel like crying.
Right now I feel like dying.

How could ( Read more... )

Yesterday I wrote like the whole day my new Frerard, when I should have been writing my other Frerard, or my Ryden, or my home ec's paper. I finished the first chapter of it, and sent it to my friend. I'm so proud of myself. Normally it taked weeks for me to finish anything. The fic is going to be about five chapters long, 'cause I want concentrate ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to ME! *fanfare*

And now some other stuff: my wonderful fics! I'm working on three frerards, two longer and one possible one-shot. I'm focusing mostly on the other one of the longer ones. Right now it's called Detail Shots, but it might change. The idea of it has been in my mind for about six months now, and I had written the first ( Read more... )

I have to get Taking Back Sunday's albums. I just have to or I'll die. See how obsessed I'm with music? =) I get anxious when I can't listen to them and it's really weird 'cos I haven't felt this way for any other band. But Taking Back Sunday just totally stole my heart, I'm not gonna lie. Adam's voice is so amazing and breathtaking. *sigh* And the ( Read more... )