Back again.
Why yes folks, I am alive and well. Have you ever just lost interest in LJ before??? I def. did for awhile there. Now, maybe I might start writing in this damn thin again. Oh how I did love my LJ for so long. I'm sure this whole little world has changed. And I have no doubt that some of my "friends" here have left me, since it's been months from my last entry.
What have I been up to you ask?
Let's see....
I no longer live at home with my parents. Instead I live in Lewiston with two people. Two people who are getting married soon. Two people who's company I enjoy. But unfortunitely I do not think that I belong here. It's never really felt like home. Ever. I am just not like them. Both Meagan and Brendan are very picky people. Very picky about cleaning and such. I hardly ever remember to switch my laundry around much less to wipe the detergent bottle clean after every use. House meetings and two pages of "rules" have made me realize how much I do not belong here.
My solution is simple....get an apartment with Aaron. And we are in the process of looking for one these days. I am very excited. It will be so very interesting to have a home with Aaron. I love him like crazy. Scary thoughts of marriage and forever jump into my head every now and again. I told him I wouldn't marry him without receive a ring first. I hope that's not too selfish of me. But that is the one thing that I really want out of everything. I don't even really give a shit about having a wedding although it seems to be something that Aaron wants.
I never would have thought that I'd be seriously thinking about marrying Aaron. How strange.
Ok, this is more than enough for now. But I'll be back, I promise.