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I'm not nearly pretentious today. I'm awfully humble. I'm constantly counting my blessings and living in the constant reminders that things could be worse....I don't stop for one second. I can't contemplate for one second giving up. My only resolve is to come out at the other side a new person. Although I'm constantly afraid, the thought of losing gives me the strength to prove everyone wrong. I doubt anyone feels the way i feel this very moment, but that has been true for so many moments in my life. I grew up hearing the saddest of stories while living the greatest of worries and daydreaming of the a simplest desires. For so many years all I did was chase the peace I experienced in the silent corners of my rooms. I'm not sure what else to say, but this is not easy and I'm completely at peace with this reality.
So here I am free of my day dreams. I'm here living a harsher reality than you. I'll take your comments but if you think that for one second you've broken my determination. You're horribly mistaken.
So here I am free of my day dreams. I'm here living a harsher reality than you. I'll take your comments but if you think that for one second you've broken my determination. You're horribly mistaken.