Me again

[rea_la_diable]

Gah. Okies.. I've tried updating for the last few days, whenever I had the little chance to be online. But I think that blankish update page just turns me off.. So. Where to start

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[alohdark]

*huggles tight and doesn't let go* You deserve to be loved, I know you do. But hunny, and I'm sorry to say this, maybe now just isn't the time. You know that what you want now was all I wanted before I met Ricky. And then I started to date him and I was *so* happy for a little while, and only that, a little while. I wanted it so bad, but it wasn't what I needed. And I had to accept that. In fact, it only made things worse. So, yes, I know that's what you desperately want, but it's possible, that's not what you need at all. I'm not telling you that it'll be that way forever, but just for now. You just have to be stronger now so when the time is right, you will find that happiness you're looking for.

And hunny, you get those thoughts about neglecting me right outta your head. You haven't neglected me at all. I understand completely that your internet/computer is screwy. You haven't neglected me, trust me, I'll let you know when you've neglected me. You don't need to feel worried of guilty or anything. Trust me. Don't worry. And I'm sorry we couldn't chat yesterday, or today. I had to 'save' my friend Amanda from her father's 40th birthday party and today I have a track meet. But tomorrow, I have no practice so I'll try to get on to the comp as soon as I can. I'm sorry that I'm worrying you by not being able to chat. Please don't worry. Everything is better, anyway.