Tra La Fucking La
So once again a night went by and I went to bed alone and mad and aggravated. It's like it doesn't matter what I do or how I act there is plenty of love and support there but still no romance!!!!!!! Grrr.........
Then I wake up to him placing orders for merchandise for my stuff but no 'I'm Sorry' or "Let's try again tonight". What the hell am I doing wrong? Is this what I signed up for? Because if it is than it is absolutely ridiculous!
Alas it is Sunday and only time will tell what the other princess (my first little girl) is going to do today. I hope that she has a nice day and doesn't go through too much crap. She deserves to be HAPPY and that's all I want for her.
Rhonda turned 45 on Friday and finally got her flowers yesterday with a teddy bear and the Happy Birthday message that we sent. I can only hope and pray that she makes it to her next birthday healthy. She is such a good friend to me and it will really hurt to lose her so those damn doctors better do more than their job. They had better go above and beyond!
Well time to start my day.......Until next time.............