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So, I have been thinking some more. I know that is a surprise, but whatever. At Weller's I have been having a hard time getting motivated. This seems to be a natural phase in my biorhythm. I start out strong at a job, then I get bored with it, but I persevere for a while and still produce good work, then it becomes too much and I start to get apathetic. Then I straighten up and produce good work again for a while, then I fall right back into the previous cycle.
Right now my apathy is biting me in the butt, even though I am straightening up my act. The problem is that the results of my apathy are just now showing up. So, it makes for a rough day when things are going wrong thanks to laziness a month ago.
Suzanne and I are still trying to overcome this most recent financial blunder of hers. Its been tough. She knows that I am distant and it is taking its toll. I honestly believe that if we make it through this, we might just go the distance. Do I want to though? That is the tough part. This financial problem of hers is one of many and she keeps digging the hole. She was receptive to my change in practices approach at first, but now she seems to resent it. That is a big problem, because she is the one who can't balance her accounts, not me. Some of this stems from her employment, but the great majority of it is self inflicted by poor planning and management.
I started classes this week. If I can stay on top of things for the next four weeks, I am certain that I will be golden. I figure 100% across the board for four weeks is doable. Then I can coast to the end of the next two weeks and come out with an A for the class. Then comes the double whammy. The key is that I must work forty hours a week to pay for it all. That is the key, then I can attend the fall, work and save some money, get through spring and get on with my life. It is time I got out of this mud pit of a hold up.
Right now my apathy is biting me in the butt, even though I am straightening up my act. The problem is that the results of my apathy are just now showing up. So, it makes for a rough day when things are going wrong thanks to laziness a month ago.
Suzanne and I are still trying to overcome this most recent financial blunder of hers. Its been tough. She knows that I am distant and it is taking its toll. I honestly believe that if we make it through this, we might just go the distance. Do I want to though? That is the tough part. This financial problem of hers is one of many and she keeps digging the hole. She was receptive to my change in practices approach at first, but now she seems to resent it. That is a big problem, because she is the one who can't balance her accounts, not me. Some of this stems from her employment, but the great majority of it is self inflicted by poor planning and management.
I started classes this week. If I can stay on top of things for the next four weeks, I am certain that I will be golden. I figure 100% across the board for four weeks is doable. Then I can coast to the end of the next two weeks and come out with an A for the class. Then comes the double whammy. The key is that I must work forty hours a week to pay for it all. That is the key, then I can attend the fall, work and save some money, get through spring and get on with my life. It is time I got out of this mud pit of a hold up.