this life sucks and the wait is almost done

[rcc1759]

everything has been going down hill and i slowey feel myself going insane. the only happyness i have is my partys with friends and me turning 18 and going to T.N. ian dumped me cuzs he fucked up like a dum ass and he turned into a evil bitch. which i have yet to get my hands on yet.......soon i will i know i could but i been lazy but i just heared

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the most honest truth i can give

[heisserschlamp]

dear ryan, this is a closure i never gave you; a closure you deserve. i was wrong in blowing you off and i can't say i don't think about you every now and then and wish that things could work but we're in two different worlds and you know it. maybe in different circumstances you might even be the one but at this moment nothing could ever happen. i fell in love with the ryan deep inside but i can't be with someone who is throwing their life away in drugs and partying. i know you're in pain but believe it or not there's nothing i can do to help. we were both happy while we were together because it was something to look forward to, a distraction from our day to day lives. you gave me an amazing three months that i'll never forget but i doubt those days will come back. please don't hate me but understand my position. i loved you and doubt i'll ever feel the same but i guess fate will make the final decision. well, that's all i have to say. take care of yourself. you have so much potential, please don't fail when you could be such a success.
sincerely,
ian roland